"was i stupid to love you? was i reckless to help?" -no time to die. Ashtray O'neil, the young dealer. Kehlani Jay, the bravest girl. •what if, Ashtray works with Kehlani and slowly falls in love with her braveness? •what if, Kehlani works with Ashtray and almost immediately falls in love with him?

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇.. a boy who fled his hometown with his brother to escape prison and start a new life through their business crosses paths with a girl living in a small town where everyone knows everyone, until a mysterious killer begins spreading fear among its residents. they could not be more different: she belongs to the light, while he feels at home in the shadows. yet, as danger closes in, vanille and ashtray are drawn together and must learn to trust, support, and love one another. but in a world shaped by secrets, fear, and survival, love can be just as destructive as it is healing. will they save each other, or will they end up destroying each other instead?

In East Highland, Valentina Ríos is just the rich party girl everyone talks about. Pretty. Untouchable. Always at the right places, never asking the right questions. No one knows what happens behind closed doors - a mother who is never really there, a house that feels empty no matter how expensive it looks. And no one knows about her father. Not a single soul. It's a secret buried so deep, even Valentina has learned not to look for it. Then there's Ashtray. Drugs. Chaos. A life she was never meant to step into. He doesn't care who she's supposed to be. Only who she is when no one's watching. And somehow, that's when everything starts to fall apart. Because Ashtray doesn't just enter her world... He rewrites it. 𝒶𝓈𝒽𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓎 𝑜'𝓃𝑒𝒾𝓁𝓁 × 𝓋𝒶𝓁𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝒶 𝓇í𝑜𝓈 𝚊 𝚎𝚞𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚊 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝐨𝐨𝐨． ❝still got some good nights memorized, and the look back's gettin' me right ❞ ⤷ ashtray x afrolatinafem!oc

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 , after years of surviving east highland by pretending she doesn't care about anything , Nora Wayans finds herself constantly crossing paths with Ashtray O'neill - the violent , emotionally detached drug dealer everyone knows better than to fuck with. What starts as mutual hatred slowly turns into something neither of them knows how to handle. 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 x fem 𝐨𝐜! 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟏 → 𝐒𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐂𝐔𝐏, ashtray. 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟐 → 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐄, ashtray. 𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝟑 → 𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃, ashtray. 𝑩𝑶𝑵𝑼𝑺 → 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐀 , special episodes written by 𝒌𝒂𝒚𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒂. 2025 I 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗍𝖾𝖽 : ( ? ) 2026 I 𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝖾𝖽 : ( ? )

❝ 𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘢 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩, 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨.❞ Season one - ✔️ Season two - ❌ * unfinished / won't be returning to edit nor write *

[Discontinued!!] Warnings: drug use, alcohol, smut, cussing Very slow updates!!

Jayden is an outgoing 14 year old. She can easily talk to anyone. She's pretty popular around school- not for good reasons though. But I'll get into that later. Just as Jayden starts to feel like there is nothing good in her life. A young boy comes into it, and suddenly, Jayden Jacobs life was worth living. EDIT** hi y'all. I wrote this story when i was like 12 lol, pls excuse some of the interesting decisions I made throughout the book. pls stawp hating i was a kid bru

What happens when Amira Jacobs returns to town ? When she sees him again.