Jonah, has been a very big fan of Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell since she was 16. She finally decided to go to one of her concerts but she went alone. One problem though; Jonah is a little and gets overwhelmed really easily.

In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...

"i'm scared. i'm scared because nobody has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. i'm scared because nobody has ever cared for me as much as you do" warning: this book contains mentions of, abuse, self harm, sexual harassment, assault, rape and other mature content. this book is inspired by "come out and play" by billie eilish. it's also inspired by "cinnamon girl" by lana del ray and "gilded lily" By Cults. Also the vibe of it is the MV for 'male fantasy'

memory /ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the remembering or recollection of a dead person, especially one who was popular or respected ============================== "dancing through our house with the ghost of you..." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== this story contains sensitive topics such as death, suicide, depression, and self harm. please do not read if such things are triggering ============================== started: 3/14/2022 ended: 4/9/2022

in which two girls come together to overcome their own mental and physical health issues.

Lorelei Estelle is the girl everyone thinks they know. Online, she's reckless, confident, untouchable. The girl with the parties, the vlogs, the life that looks perfect through a screen. But the truth is messier-late nights that never end, mornings she can't face, and a version of herself she hides behind smoke and alcohol. Then one video changes everything. A rant, a name she refuses to say out loud... and a storm of comments convinced she's talking about Billie Eilish. Maybe they're wrong. Maybe they're not. Either way, Lorelei's about to learn that hate and obsession aren't as far apart as they seem. Achievements 🥇 #billiesmut 🥉 #billiefanfiction 🥉 #pushandpull 5 #billiefanfic 6 #eilish

Avril doesn't speak. Not since the world gave her every reason to stay silent. But then came Billie-loud, reckless, and impossible to ignore. She doesn't flinch at Avril's silence. She breaks through it. As Billie pulls her into a world of chaos and connection, one question lingers: Can Billie uncover the truth behind Avril's silence-or will her own dangerous life tear them both apart? - ❤️ - Billie is being very toxic in this fan fiction - please remember, she's the sweetest in real life. This is just a story! ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ This story contains: Smut, s3xual abuse, mention of SH, violence

Juline's job is simple on paper. keep the schedule tight, the rumors quiet, and Billie Eilish exactly where she needs to be. But nothing about this tour is simple. Juline Moreau is an French manager. Cool, flawless, unshakable. At least, that's what she wants everyone to believe. But Billie? She's unpredictable. Magnetic. Impossible to keep in line. Between sold-out shows, relentless fans, and sleepless nights in unfamiliar cities, Juline starts to realize that holding everything together might be harder than she thought. Because sometimes the hardest part of the job isn't the world watching- it's what happens when no one else is looking. --- ⚠️ This story includes: smut, mental health issues and maybe violence

celebrity billie has been through... quite a bit. naturally, she's forced into therapy. ayla, likewise.

being billie eilish's little sister was something that i couldn't control however i never expected to lose control of my body as well.