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in·de·ci·sion- /ˌindəˈsiZH(ə)n/ noun the inability to make a decision quickly. synonyms: indecisiveness, irresolution, irresoluteness, lack of resolution, hesitancy, hesitation

introduction is the first part

"ˢº 'f ᵃˡ'ᵛᵉ ºʳ 'ⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈ'ʳᵗ, ' ˢʷᵉᵃʳ ᵗº ᵍºᵈ, ʸºᵘ'ˡˡ ᵇᵉ ᵐʸ f'ʳˢᵗ ᵖʳ'ºʳ'ᵗʸ. ᵇᵉfºʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵘʳᵗ, ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ fºʳ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ºʳ fºʳ ʷºʳˢᵉ, ' ˢᵃ'ᵈ, ʷºⁿ'ᵗ fᵃˡˡ, ᵐʸ ⁿ'ᵍᵍᵃ, ' ˢˡ'ᵖ ⁿºᵗ" wнere хodιa ιѕ ѕтυcĸ ιn an endleѕѕ тoхιc loop wιтн jaнѕeн .. wιll ѕнe мaĸe ιт oυт? | ecтaѕy pт. 2

You think she's adorable, she thinks that you're intolerable You think you can do it, but your chances are improbable Once you feel unstoppable, you run into an obstacle Isn't life comical? I think that life is comical

"yeah right," she huffed, rolling her eyes. "look at us. we're criminals. psychopaths. we couldn't be together if we wanted to. "

indecision (noun) - a wavering between two or more possible courses of action.