University is hard. It's supposed to be. Just like life. But what if either of those get so hard that dying seems easier? 8 Boys who hide their pain, scars and wounds in different ways. Some with laughter, loudness and chaos. Others with sarcasm, coldness and distance. Yet others try to dull the ache in their soul by helping others. 8 lost souls tied together by fate. Completely different and yet so similar. But there are things binding them: scars and music. Carved in RED is about pain, love, revenge, death, grief, heartbreak and found family. It's also about identity and standing for who your are. LGBTQIA+ is labeled disgusting and wrong in a lot of country's, especially Korea. So this is a lot about finding out who you are, who you want to be, fighting for the things that you love, standing up for who you are and being against the norms. If you've previously red one of my other fanfics then you know that it's going to be dark. Real dark. So trigger warning time🥰: -self harm -eating disorder -suicide -death -knives/stabbing -drugs/pills -guns -violence -sexual assault/rape - smut... - blunt language Bi-weekly updates! If you feel uncomfortable at any Point in the story then take a break, there's no shame in being affected by any of these things, I am myself. This story is supposed to include alls eight of them so if you have the feeling I'm not writing enough about a certain character please tell me! Other then that I hope you enjoy this!

Hyunjin fell first. Felix tried not to. Somewhere between stolen glances and late-night laughter, friendship turned dangerous. What started as warmth became a wildfire neither of them knew how to put out. With Hyunjin, Felix felt seen. With Felix, Hyunjin felt steady. Like home. They loved each other recklessly - the kind of love that feels like forever. And forever is expensive. Distance creeps in. Time changes things. The world doesn't always make room for love that burns this bright. When everything falls apart, all they have left is a promise whispered through tears. "I promise I will find my way back to you. God, I don't know how, but I will, because I promised you." [this is my first ff so like don't judge me]

lee minho hates han jisung. han jisung is the lonely new boy. fate does the most beautiful things, don't you think? "do you believe in soulmates?" 11/20/23: 1M READS!!!! <3 ⚠️ tw//⚠️ •homophobia •self harm •talks of suicide •bxb •smut •bullying •possible eating disorder if any of these bother you PLEASE, do not read. started: october 12th, 2020 finished: december 14, 2020

[ON HOLD] They called it a rehabilitation center. White walls, padded chairs, a circle where patients confessed their obsessions like sins. It was supposed to fix people like Felix-teach him that his need to cling, to crave, to want too much was an illness. But then he noticed the boy across the room. Hyunjin. Patient No. 07. Too pretty, too untouchable, too sharp around the edges. Felix wasn't supposed to stare. Hyunjin wasn't supposed to notice. And yet the glances stretched longer, the silence heavier, until the line between treatment and temptation blurred. They wanted to cure him. But obsession can't be cured. It only shifts.

Felix thinks he's too broken to be loved. Hyunjin thinks love can fix anything. They're both about to be very, very wrong. ˚ ༘ ೀ ⋆｡˚ ☾𖤓 "Hyun?" "Yeah?" "why do you love me?" "Because you're you" "That's exactly why you shouldn't. I'm broken inside" :) [mentions of mature sexual content, eating disorders, self harm and suicide. please read responsibly] ANGSTTTTTT (featuring fluff) happy ending tho!!

Started: July 13th, 2023 Progress: completed (December 25th, 2025) ... This is a series of one-shots that contain Lee Know (Minho) being the bottom. I mainly made this because I haven't seen a lot of bottom Lino and I want to see more so I'll encourage people to write more. 🤓 #1 - Skzships (February 9th, 2025) #1 - Chanho (March 21st, 2025) #1 - bxbsmut (May 22nd, 2025) Ty if you decide to read these oneshots, I mean no harm to anyone through these stories, I write these for simple entertainment.

where jisung finds out his partner is cheating on him, so he decides to get revenge by seducing his partners best friend but falling in love with the best friend wasn't on jisungs list... _ minsung book smut sexual assault mentions and talks about self harm

Minho and Jisung are childhood best friends. They're inseparable. Until Jisung started acting strange, suddenly trying to distance himself from Minho and realising it was one of his biggest mistakes yet. Trying to avoid Minho hasn't been going that well either... ever since they've lived under the same roof. WARNING! (AND SPOILER) Mentions of bipolar disorder, self-harm and abuse. [ Word count: 65.000] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Written in 2019 [Start - 03/02/2019] [Finished - 25/08/2019]

Bang Chan and Minho are in a friend group of eight. They might act normal in front of their friends but when they are alone..it gets crazy...will they ever stop? What if one falls in love with the other. What will he do? I DO NOT OWN ANY ONE MENTIONED HERE!! IT IS JUST FICTION FROM MY IMAGINATION!!!!

Jisung everyday gets bullied, he's alone and he's broken. He wants to end his life he even tried to hurt himself but he didn't had the courage to do so. His bully, Minho slowly starts to treat him nicely and started caring for him. Jisung didn't understand why all of a sudden Minho is treating him this way. And that's how it begins.