"i don't want to feel sick without you." "you were already sick without me." You enroll last minute in Paradis University with hopes of putting your old life in Marley behind you, only to cross paths with the one and only Eren Jaeger, who's being pulled under by his own demons. Can you learn to handle the overwhelming lust and loathing you feel towards each other while discovering something that could possibly ruin and bring to light everything you worked towards hiding? Or will the cycle keep repeating in circles? info/warnings- all characters belong to Hajime Isayama. college AU, modern world, drug use, overdosing, sexual content, violence, stalking, guns, knifes, near death experiences, mental illnesses, domestic violence, abusive behavior, toxic relationships, sexual abuse, and suicidal actions/ ideations. please read at your own discretion.

• Y/n is a junior at her university who finally left home and is currently living with her best friend with a near full time job at a restaurant, but she wasn't able to escape those ocean green eyes. •The tensions between Eren and Y/n remain unresolved with no one but their close friends knowing the reason for their burning hatred to another. •Cover Credits go to bearbrickjia on Twitter (I think) •first fic don't bully me

Going to a university far from home where no one knows you and instantly making friends with the elite seemed like a good idea at the time. After finding yourself in drama and bad situations and of course, catching the eye of the infamous playboy eren jaeger, things begin to take a turn for the worst. ❧ set in college, all characters 18+, no titan powers, set in normal world. smut. content for 18+. talk about drugs and sex. talk of SA/ SA action. drug use warning. talk of stress eating disorder. talk of suicide and suicidal action. talk about death and killing. DV/violence scenes. reader discretion is advised. enjoy. cover art credit to: lunarells !! please do not ask to translate/repost my work!!