Miray, a 16-year-old girl trapped in the depths of severe depression, battles relentlessly against her inner demons. Yet life, cruel and unyielding, continues to hurl challenge after challenge in her way. Despite being scarred by betrayal and mistreatment in the worst imaginable ways, her heart remains tender; she still puts others before herself. Her existence is a relentless roller coaster, a chaotic ride between fleeting hope and crushing despair. Just when she begins to believe she might be healing, life delivers another shattering blow. But what happens when the realization dawns that she is utterly alone, with no one left to turn to? Will she have the strength to live? 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦.

"You go, I go." Was the words Zinnia thought would help her friend, EJ from leaving this world. But as people often say, 'Once a minds made up, most nothing can change it.' What if you were the only one that person looked up to? What if you were the only one that, that person believed in, or could trust with all their secrets. Both good and bad. Both scary and reassuring. What if you were your friends only hope for life?

Venting. Life. Feelings.