{BOOK ONE} There are five factions. Each had their own reasoning for thinking why the war had happened. Dauntless; cowardice and fear. They strive to be brave, fearless. Erudite; ignorance. They strive for intellect, to be smart and curious. Candor; deception. They strive to be honest. Amity; they blamed the war itself along with fighting. They strive to be kind, forgiving, peaceful. Abnegation; selfishness. So they strive to be selfless. Dauntless are our police. Erudite are our teachers. Candor is the law. Amity are the farmers. And Abnegation are our government. I would sit on the ground everyday, wearing my yellow dress with black sandals. Wasn't the best thing for me. Dresses made my shoulders to broad, especially the flowing ones. When I was home alone, or with my mother, I would wear I tight black shirt and white shorts. No one would really approve, mostly because they were Candor colours along with the fact it's not... welcoming enough. I never understood Amity, not because of the kindness and the peacefulness; well, mostly the peacefulness. Whenever it should come down to defending ourselves or walking away. We walked away. It confused me. Maybe I wasn't Amity enough to understand. Maybe I wasn't kind enough. Maybe, just maybe, I didn't belong here. So where do I belong? A/N : First chapter is a little sketchy but that is the case with all of my books. I promise it does get a lot better afterwards Start: Feb 06 2021 End: Dec 15 2021

"𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧?" 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘶𝘱. "𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙄 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙚?" 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦, 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵. "𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙡... 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙𝙡𝙮 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙈𝙧. 𝙎𝙢𝙞𝙩𝙝, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩." - CHAP 39 OUT VERY SOON!! - #1 in aotau (nov. 23, 2022) #1 in arminarlert (nov. 24, 2022) #1 in snkfanfiction (nov. 12, 2022) #1 in erwinxreader (jan. 5, 2023) #1 in aotoneshots (dec. 6, 2022) #1 in armin (dec. 30, 2022) #1 in snkau (dec. 15, 2022) #1 in erwinsmith (oct. 28, 2023) #1 in erwin (mar. 12, 2023) #1 in erenxreader (mar. 15, 2023) #1 in modernau (ap. 5, 2023) #1 in erenjaeger (ap. 23, 2023) #1 in leviackerman (may 11, 2023) #1 in arminxreader (may 23, 2023) #1 in attackontitan (aug. 15, 2023) - also published on ao3 under the same name! started sept. 4th, 2022 - cover art: @0023atn