My thoughts are meaningless, but clearly, not everything I write down. This is raw and mostly unedited (unless I'm fixated) for personal reflection down the line.

Read if you're giving up on studying, talking, and writing. My recycling themes for future stories: -pain is constant -control is only defense -connection feels dangerous -achievement is empty -friendship exposes everybody Disclaimer: I don't have a degree in philosophy this is just my experience. when I wrote this I loss my friend.. writing has kept me sane making sense of everything. Can someone translate some things I said into mathematics or physics in the comments?? I'm not suffering from hysteria.. there is formulas to these fr. I want to learn them but don't know where to start! My goal after this is finished is to live in a quiet province where taxes don't exist so I can live as a wizard and be unemployed for the rest of life and abandon all my works for people to read like a mythology? Historically? Online?? Idk tbh! 1 in #onlinediary & #pragmatism [11.18.25 ]