A holy priest and a sinful jester. Many would believe souls like those are not compatible, however, they seem to have more in common than anyone would expect. In the end, their fate is only for God to decide. ____ A/N : Hello, stranger. This story will be all you never wanted to hear in the connection to Fyodor and Nikolai, in a way that will make you stare at the ceiling, of course. I want to focus more on religious trauma and forbidden romance in this story. Enjoy. Credits for art goes to its maker.

"Since how many days you haven't slept , chuuya ?" "That's none of your concerns, dazai!!"

A few months after Chuuya Nakahara had joined the Port Mafia, Dazai Osamu decides to strike a deal with him, one to soothe his lingering desires... were they really just partners anymore? (Disclaimer : the pictures do not belong to me, I found them on Pinterest) ⚠️WARNING : This content is mature and extremely dark. Keep in mind that your mental health matters, and if you are a minor or someone who struggles with their mental health, Please do not read it. You can, as long as you're emotionally mature enough. ~ Part two 'Crawling back to you...' is in progress, under my profile. So follow, vote and stay tuned for more!

In the midst of a rising war between the Armed Detective Agency, the Port Mafia, and the Decay of Angels, Dazai Osamu is kidnapped by Fyodor Dostoevsky, reigniting an old, twisted connection between them. As Fyodor's obsession with Dazai deepens, Chuuya Nakahara, harboring his own complicated feelings, embarks on a desperate mission to rescue him. But when Chuuya finds Dazai and Fyodor in a disturbingly intimate moment, emotions boil over, and tensions between all three reach dangerous new heights. With alliances strained and loyalties tested, who will Dazai choose in the battle for control over his mind-and heart?