"I failed terribly. I messed up everything. He was right. Our chhoti... His chhoti got punished for being like me...I can't be a good mother. I never was. I'll never be. I will always be a failure. I failed with a bad husband and with a good one. The problem wasn't with HIMs but with me. I was too worthless. I turned him into a maniac. I suffocated him by being WHO I AM with WHO I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. I killed his love. I could never wipe my hands clean of the blood that blotted my hands of this murder. I murdered his love of 26 years in less than a year. I can't run this marriage for even an year. How suffocated my ex must've felt when I wasn't even his choice. I killed my husband's feelings for me. I can't fix it. I can never do a thing right. People were right.... I AM A FAILURE. ", Anupamaa contemplated as her feet bled for standing on broken glass since long minutes. A sneak peek into a different perspective. A human that could ultimately break. The coldness that froze the tireless one. A SAD Short Story. WARNING:- Don't continue if you are not okay with sad content.

Sometimes the second chance isn't enough and life tests you harder before finally awarding you the much awaited third chance when you have disastrously messed up the second chance. The process isn't easy. It wasn't for Anuj and Anupamaa. He suffered without her for 30 years and she did too just not with him just not to his knowledge. She suffered in her next birth for 30 years straight with a toxic family and an abusive husband. They breathed their last in the same second. She took the sufferings on herself to pace the timings for her next life. And they passed the test of destiny to meet again after yet another 20 years. Destiny had them back at the same place, the same city - 50 years hence!! ~ Y E A R 2 0 7 3. Anupamaa Merchant and Anuj Bharadwaj... They are now poles apart. She isn't the same Anupamaa Joshi and neither is he the same Anuj Kapadiya. Their lives had taken a full circle to land them where they stand now! Could they work it out this time what they couldn't back then? Would they be able to avail this rare third chance? Is destiny willing to play it's evil once more? ~

Y E A R 1 9 9 5. ~ "Please fly off to London beta...", she almost pleaded. "I can't Maa...", Anuj sobbed. "She'll get married today...", she reminded him. " I know...", he supressed a sob. She found it difficult to remind him again knowing how badly it breaks his heart everytime she does that but she had no alternative. She sobbed a little before repeating herself, "She'll be... living in the... House... Next to... Ours..." "Maa... Meri Anupamaa...", tears flushed his face blurring his vision. ~ Anuj Kapadiya, 19-yr old college boy of the 90s and the most eligible bachelor of the college, was deeply in love with his college classmate, Anupamaa, who he never dared talk and who he might never dare talk again as he saw her getting wedded to someone else. With his family there for his support, would he be able to get over it or how would circumstances change and situations frame? Nobody knows but time. ~ Anupamaa, a carefree butterfly, as he would often call her! She was 18 but more ambitious than her age but also when circumstances change, it leaves no one intact. ~ He had the choice. He made the tougher one - To stay in his home next to Anupamaa's new home. ~ Would it mark a new beginning or close a chapter forever? Would there be any end to the sufferings and pain or would they be destined to stay apart for the rest of the lives? If no, then could the unison truly be a fairytale he wished for her? ~ A FEMINIST DYSTOPIAN you might want to read.

Anupamaa is in love with the one whom she thought she would never fall in for, but here she is... loving Anuj Kapadia like anything. Feelings... Awkwardness... Slip of tongue... Eyelocks... Sensations... Those sensual touches... Everything makes sense now, when she finally realised that she TOO is in love..!!! They are all alone amidst the twinkling lights and cold breeze... With her love still unsaid, where would this sexual tension land them into...? Too many boundaries but all are meant to be crossed... So many rules, said or unsaid, but love knows no rules... Will they be able to resist the night that's gonna be romantically crashing upon them hard enough to make them go beyond the boundations of friendship...? Where will this romantic vulnerability and years of loneliness take them...? Are they destined to be together...? Would they be touched by the heat of that moment...? A story of two DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER souls... - #MaAn- The story of Anupamaa Joshi and Anuj Kapadia...!!! Based on ITV Show ANUPAMAA, Star Plus... A FanFiction. NOTE:- All the parts are in sequence of this single story. Kahaani me double asterisks ke beech me ki gayi humari commentary... you HAVE TO tolerate it. THEME:- SEXUAL, ROMANTIC, DRAMATIC, COMEDY AND PAST TRAUMA DEALING. DISCLAIMER:- CONTENT MIGHT BE EXPLICIT FOR SOME UNDERAGAED USERS.

Starting a series of short scenes from the show Anupamaa.. continuation of an ongoing scene on the current episode, but completely my imagination. matured content.. please do not read if it makes you uncomfortable.

Fanfiction stories based on the show Anupama. A tad different storyline than what actually was shown in the series. More focused on MaAn marital life than Shah drama.

Some things that might never happen in the show, happens here.

"Anuj ki Anupamaa" Aur "Anupamaa ke Anuj" ki Love Story. "You don't find love, it finds you. It's got a little bit to do with destiny, fate, and what's written in the stars....." -Anais Nin

This book is based on the starplus serial "Anupama" and revolves majorly around Anupama and Anuj kapadia. ***************** Excerpt 1 The arrogance dropped from Anuj's face in a flash as he furrowed his brows surprised, "What...I...nhi...." He stammered tugging at his glasses, while Anupama burst into a fit of chuckles at that. Anuj then smiled too and nodded, "Tumse kya chupana...tum aaj bahot bahot sundar lag rahi ho". Anupama blushed at the compliment but then schooled her features into a poker face. "Bas aaj hi sundar lag rahi hu?" ******************* Excerpt 2 HAAN!" Anuj shouted,angered, loosening his tie. He was ready to sock his jaw in! "Yaarana hai! Are you jealous?!" Vanraj looked incredulously at Anuj as Anuj smirked, "Hona bhi chahiye! I mean love marriage karne ke baad bhi, you and kavya can't find a common ground. You should be jealous! Classes lenge mujhse on how to keep a woman happy? You really need it!" "Tum apni hadd- "Shush!" Anuj interrupted Vanraj then, a smile starting to form. "You should be jealous. I mean, jis ex ko tumhari shakal dekhte hi sardard hota hai, wo mere sath khush rehti hai! And vese bhi you are very curious about us naa?" ********************** Sometimes we see certain scenes and cant help but imagine "what if it had been like that?". So here in this book are my take around certain scenarios.

Inspired by many Fan fictions. I thought of writing something for my MaAn. Sometimes I think what if Anuj had applied sindoor in Anupama's partings during that Diwali night when Baa offered Anuj to marry Anupama. How would have their life turned at that time. So here is an attempt to show MaAn's love-story in different perspective. I'm not a writer. That's why saying sorry before beginning the chapter... Sorry for typo- mistakes and whatever you don't like. But I promise I'll try my best for my MaAn . I'm little worried but as Anupama says - Pehla kadam hamesha mushkil hota hai but hume himmat kar ke uthana hi padta hai. So I'm taking my first step and beginning the beautiful journey of MaAn . Hope you'll will like it.