At some point in my life, I choose to let go of her. And not because I stopped loving her, but because I had reached the point that I was drained and can no longer continue fighting for her when all she gives me in return is pain. It's not about asking to get my feelings reciprocated, I just realized that I deserve the same amount of love that I am giving. And it hurts to know that when I decided to let go, she didn't hold my hand to keep holding on. She never tried to fight for her place in my heart. -Hariette I'm not afraid of love. I am afraid to feel the pain. That's why I keep pushing you away. It's tiring. But I'm afraid that I will never heal and be whole again. Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you." -Candice Love turned to loved. Saying first hello's to saying goodbyes. I love you to I miss you. Promises turned into sorry. Love isn't fair you know? What we have is more than that. Ours may not be normal. But isn't this what everyone wants? Stable and secure relationship. I love you and you love me. We trust each other like no one else can. There will be no pain in our kind of love. -Alliston

"What makes you think you're already in love? You haven't even met that Zero." Natawa naman ako sa kaibigan kong si Leigh habang inaayos ko yung sintas ng sapatos ko. "Why Leigh? Do you fall in love at first sight? Hindi naman din di ba? Saka sabi mo, fall in love with the character. That's why I think I'm falling for this Zero." "You don't even know him yet, Van." "Exactly. Kaya nga ako naeexcite e. It seems that we don't know each other yet. But we can already feel the connection as if we've known each other for a long time." Natahimik naman ito doon. Pagkatapos ay sinimulan na din magpalit ng jersey. "Just slow down. You might find yourself breaking. Mamaya gamitin ka lang nyan." Umismid naman ako. "Gaya ng mga exes mo? Y'know what's wrong with you, Leigh? Pinangungunahan mo lahat. That's why no one can keep up with your standards." "Hey, I'm just saying if what if he's a psycho? A stalker? A hooker?" Tumawa naman ako dito. She's really paranoid. "Just step out of your safe zone, Leigh. You're already missing the most exciting part of life." "Slowing down isn't always bad, Vanilla." "Yeah, but look at you. Seriously? Continous failed relationships?" "Ikaw din naman a. Why aren't you finding the right one yet?" "I already found him. That's zero. I can feel the connection. He guesses everything about me perfectly. Like all of my favorites and quirks that only you and the girls can tell." I gave her an elated smile. "So, back off. And just be happy for me. Okay?" "What if that's a stalker or a paparazzi that already run a background check with you?" "Ang negative mo, Leigh. Seriously, just fall in love and get a life." Ngumiti ito ng nakakaloko. "Okay, so what will you do if that Zero is a girl?" Natigilan naman ako. "You're not Zero, are you?" "Of course not." Nakahinga naman ako. "As long as it's not you, I'm okay." "Why?" "Because I don't want to end up with a puppet like you. Yikes! A barbie doll of everyone."

"Change your clothes." Napatingin ako sa suot ko. It's just a knee-length simple dress. Formal naman para sa meeting namin ngayon kasama ng mga investor nya. Sinundo na nya ako sa unit dahil lagi akong nalelate. "Problema mo ba? I'm decent. It's not my fault that you're just out-fashioned." Sinulyapan ko pa yung suot nyang dark blue pant suit na katerno ng suot nyang white na tops at dark blue blazer. Masyadong conservative tingnan. "Just change your clothes." This time, pautos na iyon. "Ayoko nga. Bakit hindi ikaw ang magpalit ng dam-" Napasinghap ako nang hablutin nya ako palapit sa kanya. "You are utterly indecent." Mahinang bulong pa nito. Pakiramdam ko para akong ipinako sa pwesto ko habang magkadikit kaming dalawa. "Change your clothes or I'll do it for you?" Napalunok muna ako ng ilang beses bago sinalubong yung mga mata nya. I am Alliston Parker, hindi ako natatakot sa kanya. "Change Alli. I don't want to get into trouble tonight." "Trouble?" Itinuro nya ako. "It's a sin to look so tempting and dashing like that, it's not fair." She murmured again under her breath. Nalilitong tiningnan ko si Louella. "Tempting and dashing?" Baliw ba sya? Hindi na nga ako nag-ayos dahil aawayin na naman nya ako pag nahuli kami. Umiling ito na para bang gusto na akong sapakin. "Basta magpalit ka! Ayoko ng ganyang suot mo. Mag-jeans ka na lang. You're not even the one I'm bargaining to them. Make yourself presentable and decent, atleast." Inggitera talaga itong matandang ito. Palibhasa napaglipasan na ng panahon. Yung kagaya kasi nitong malapit ng mawala sa kalendaryo yung naiinsecure sa mga ganitong itsura na gaya ng sakin. "Ibigay mo na kaya sakin yung kailangan ko sayo para tigilan na natin ito? Sarap mo talagang patayin na lang." Bubulong - bulong na sabi ko. Napapikit na lang ako nang maramdaman na lumulutang na ako sa ere. Damn! "Ang dami mong reklamo." Naiiritang sambit nito. "Let me just show you how tempting you look for me." *

"Damn that woman. She wasn't even nice to start with. Paasa!" Mula sa kinatatayuan ko ay napalingon ako sa pinanggalingan ng boses na iyon. Halatang lasing na. There's a 5'11 tall girl, with a glass of brandy on her right hand. Nakasandal ito sa pader habang nakatingin sa may gilid ng pool. She reminds me of Grant's height and Leigh's physique. Pati pormahan, Leigh na Leigh yung datingan. I was busy looking at her when she childishly sat on the edge of the pool. Tinanggal nito yung stilettos nito at walang pakialam kahit mabasa pa yung skirt nito habang nakaupo sa gilid. Her white long legs are exposed dahil sa nalilis nitong skirt. Out of my normal, I'll just let it pass. "I've been chasing her for two fuckin' years. But she's not even seeing me as her equal. It sucks." Seryoso. Lasing na talaga siguro 'to. Don't tell me babae talaga yung tinutukoy nya? Natatawang nilapitan ko tuloy ito. A small talk won't hurt right? "Hey, Are you okay?" Natigilan ako nang umangat yung kulay light blue nitong mga mata patingin sa akin. I'm not fond of blue eyes. But hers is as clear as a sky. She's still brimming into tears. "Get out!" Gusto kong matawa. Para talaga syang bata. It reminds me of my bestfriend. "What's wrong with you?" Inabot ko sa kanya yung white hanky ko. "Are you stalking me?" "No, of course not. Why would I?" "Hindi mo ako kilala?" I gently shake my head. "Sabagay. You look like a commoner." Tumingin pa sya sakin mula ulo hanggang paa. Fine, I'm wearing black fitted jeans, my casual white tees, and white sneakers. Kagagaling ko lang kasi sa hangar kanina. I just need a drink kaya naghanap ako ng may party. "Do you usually talk to a stranger?" tanong pa nito. "Of course. Talking to someone you do not know is relieving. Especially when you need to talk." Tumayo ito at lumapit sakin. Napatingala naman ako dito. "I don't need to talk. I need to prove something. Stay still, stranger." And then she kissed me. Fucks! What!?

"My heart was full and got torn apart because of you."

(Please read XERA first. Di nyo to maiintindihan pag di nyo binasa yung XERA muna. Lols.) QUIN CERVANTES Maldita, pero matalino. Galit sa bobo at tatanga tanga. Minsan lang magmahal, pero nabigo pa kaya iniisip nito na wala nang taong pipiliin sya. Strikta at may nakakatakot na awra. She can slay a white shirt and jeans without effort. DYLAN MERCADO Galit sa alak, I mean, mahilig sa alak. Party girl, drunk and puro chill. Walang gustong maging responsibilidad sa buhay dahil bunso naman ito ay may kaya naman ang pamilya. Quin and Dylan are well known frenemies. Magkakatuluyan kaya sila kung bawat galaw nila ay iniuugnay sila ng kalawakan?

Seven Deadly Sinners Series #1: WRATH [Havri Vocski Aphelion] "You are beyond priceless. Your worth will never be defined by the things that can be seen or touch." _____ A/N: This story, being a dark romance, contains scenes that are disturbing and triggering, and is not suitable for everyone. Please proceed with caution and read at your own risk. I warned you.

Si Vienna Cheng ay half chinese pero pure maldita ng LCUniversity. Reyna na kung ituring sa paaralang pinapasukan niya dahil na rin ang mga magulang niya ang co - founder nito. Homophobic ito, against siya LGBT panay ang pandidiri niya kapag may nakikita siyang nagp-PDA na mga LGBT buddies, homophobic siya kung tawagin pero parang mabilis yata ang karma at kailangang niyang pakasalan ang kapwa niya babae. Meet Louise Lazaro, ang nerd na nag-aaral din sa LCU, anak din siya ng co-founder ng eskwelahang pinapasukan niya ngunit walang nakakaalam nito. Kaya naman panay ang bully sa kanya ng maarte, at purong maldita na si Vienna. Umalis ito sa kanila at napagpasyahang mamuhay mag-isa. Pinipilit kasi siya ng tatay niya para sa kursong kukuhain nito. Pero dahil mautak ang tatay niya, noon pa lang ay nakipagsundo na ito sa isa sa mga business partners niya sa industriya, yun na nga ang pamilya ng mga Cheng. Bakit nga ba sila nahantong sa ganitong sitwasyon? Samahan si Louise kung paano niya papakisamahan ang asawa niyang ubod ng arte at ingay gayong nakatira sila sa iisang bubong. Samahan rin si Vienna kung paano siya napapayag ng mga magulang nito na pakasalan si Louise as she 'Secretly Married A Nerd' Ps: super childish ng concept na 'to HAHAHAHAHAHA. Date Started: May 22, 2016 Date Ended: April 10, 2018 [HIGHEST RANK IN TEEN FICTION - RANK #8 as of APRIL 18, 2017] [HIGHEST RANK in GIRLXGIRL - RANK #1 as of JUNE 27, 2020] PS: MARAMING WRONG GRAMMARS DAHIL BANGAG ANG AUTHOR MINSAN, STILL EDITING. Thank you! God Bless 💕 © senpaikaze

This is a girlxgirl love story so if you are not comfortable with it, much better na huwag mo na lang ituloy ang pagbabasa nito para hindi ka na ma-bother. Thanks! === An Alcantara story.

[This is a GL story] Hansen Sisters Series (HSS) 3: West Date started: July 16, 2017 Date completed: August 19, 2021 ** Ang Wattpad writer na si Nishi_Ishin ang ideal guy ni Ella. Hindi naman talaga niya ito kilala pero pakiramdam niya ay kasing flawless nito ang mga characters na isinusulat. Pero nang malaman niya ang totoong pagkatao ng manunulat in the most unexpected way...masasabi pa rin kaya ni Ella na ito ang ideal "guy" niya?