Barry Allen has feelings for Oliver Queen. These feelings are so strong he cannot pursue a relationship with his best friend, Iris West, who insists he should tell Oliver how he feels. This is the journey to that moment.

After the lawsuit Buck leaves. Two years of no news May may have found him.

When Buck left the Navy Seals he went to Chicago and became a firefighter. While in Chicago, Buck started at FireHouse 51 where he met Kelly Severide and fell in love with him. Two years after asking out Severide, Andy Darden dies and Kelly gets hurt and goes off the deep end but they get through it. A lot happened Buck and Kelly got married but when Shay dies everything changes. Kelly goes off the deep end again but it's worse this time. Buck tries to help but Kelly keeps pushing him away so one day Buck goes to Cheif Wallace Boden and asked to be transferred to another station in LA. When he tells Kelly to see if he will stop him, he doesn't. Kelly lets the love of his life and husband walk out the door with his wedding ring in Kelly's hand. When Buck gets to LA he joins FireHouse 118 and changes himself. This is the Story of how Evan "Buck" Buckley-Severide became Evan "Buck" Buckley All rights go to Fox and the show creators of 9-1-1 and Chicago Fire

Buck's biggest fear is being abandoned because he's always felt alone. His parents had him for spare parts so he's never felt like he belongs here. The problem is: Everyone around him leaves so he thinks it's his fault and that nobody would care if he was gone. Eddie Diaz is his best friend. He knows when something is wrong with Buck. There's a deeper connection with him and Buck than there is with the rest of the 118. With Bobby gone, everyone at the 118 is a mess. No one thinks anything of it when Buck doesn't show up for the shift next morning. Except for Eddie. Will he be able to save Buck in time? Or is it too late to save him from what they've all been ignoring? TW: Mentions of Suicide, ED, SH, Trauma, Mental disorders, etc...

* I do not own any of the characters in this fic, they all belong to the Tv series "911"* *TRIGGER WARNING: STORY INVOLVES SA AND GETS DARK It all happened after Buck filed a lawsuit against the 118 firehouse after Captain Nash wouldn't allow Buck to continue working for the 118 after his accident involving Buck being crushed under a firetruck and had to be put on blood thinners. The team is upset and disappointed in Bucks decision so they all decide to ignore him when he returns to work, especially Eddie who was hurt by the lawsuit. The team goes out to drink after their shift without Buck who also happened to go for a drink to drown his sorrows, when he sees his team celebrating a win without him, it crushes his soul so decides to leave the bar. Outside waiting for him, are two large men who had their eyes on buck for awhile. Will Buck be able to overcome his trauma? Will he open up to his team? What will Eddie do once he finds out the love of his life was hurt?

Buck finally confesses his feeling for Eddie during an heated argument one night. Short story based off Buck and Eddie's fight; season 8 episode 17

I love Buddie, and with me and my delulu brain, I come up with a lot of silly little scenes that I'd like to see the show do with them, WITH THEM FINALLY TOGETHER, AH! Enjoy!!! 😉 BOBBY NASH WILL FOREVER REMAIN ALIVE IN EVERY FIC I WRITE!!! ** = smutty chapter

Buck wanted to answer, he really did but the pain was back and he let out a sob, curling forward and wrapping his arms around stomach. His helmet was dropped and rolled from Buck's feet, hit Eddie's boot, then rolled to Chimney who picked up the helmet and set in his lap. Hen, though, looked at the youngest firefighter with a look of concern as he curled forward more. His sweaty forehead was resting against Eddie's knee, sobbing harder. (( Cover subject to change ))

Eight months after a fight that tore them apart, Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz haven't spoken. Buck changed firehouses, blocked Eddie's number, and tried to move on. But when Eddie is injured on duty and the hospital calls the one name still listed as his emergency contact, Buck's entire world comes crashing back. Now faced with the man he swore to forget, Buck has to decide if some bonds can ever really be broken - or if love has been waiting all along, just on the other end of the line.

when buck finds out the big family secret that everyone seems to have been hiding he feels he has no where to turn when he finds more than comfort in his bestfriend