if you are very easily triggered, please don't read this. i don't think this is very graphic, but please be cautious i don't want anyone hurting themselves. inspired by forest by twenty one pilots

"If I believe good wombs have borne bad sons Then I have no qualms using my gun I only love the things that I can hurt" -Nicole Dollanganger (Lividity) ***Massive trigger warnings, so don't read this if you'll feel unsafe.*** **Deleted by Wattpad at 300k, retyped by a host of angels whom I owe my life to

Tyler has a basketball scholarship, a solid reputation, and no reason to question the life he's built. Josh, on an IT scholarship, keeps to himself. Quiet, focused, and used to staying out of the way. They've never been close. They've never needed to be. But life has a way of pushing people toward the things they're most afraid to face. original by @blurryvignette on ao3!!! 🔞⚠️CONTAINS SEXUAL MATERIAL⚠️🔞

there's no way he can keep this a secret. he knows himself too well. it's a much better idea to tell him sooner rather than later, but fuck, how do you tell your best friend that you just got off to a video of them getting rammed from behind? his finger hovers over the call button of tyler's contact, a lump in his throat. does he really have to tell him he got off to it? he could just say he found it and called him right away. * in which josh accidentally finds tyler's pornos and takes it as the perfect opportunity to ask him to be friends with benefits.

in which tyler is an arrogant asshole and josh "hates" him for it