Ever since he got raped when he was still in school, yoshka immediately decided to never think about a man sexually or romanticly ever again,then when he transitioned and kratcy hired him to be his assistant for his show, yoshka recently got wet dreams...but not about a woman(since after he's been raped he never wanted to make another woman feel the same way.) But a MAN! not just any, his own boss! Kratcy! While yoshka struggles to figure out his feelings and fears, will he ever find the courage to love a man... even if it'll come with a cost? (based on feed us your girls by lydia the brad)