"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fanfic 🥇 in #fanfiction

In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...

"Didn't you know? She murdered both her parents." Gemma is rumoured to believe she murdered both her parents. Nobody dares to talk to her, instead, they flee like they've seen a ghost when she walks through the hallways. What happens when Gemma finds herself staring at the girl from across the classroom with striking blue hair and blue eyes? Billie is not famous in this book. 7 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 1 in #eilish 2 in #bils

Billie Eilish is at the height of her career, but behind the fame and success, she's battling her darkest demons-haunted by the trauma of an abusive ex, self-doubt, and the constant weight of expectations. When she crosses paths with Ava, a shy 19-year-old struggling with social anxiety and her own emotional scars, the two women find comfort in each other's brokenness. As they navigate love, mental health, and the fallout from a dangerous past, their bond is tested in ways neither of them could have imagined. But love isn't always enough to outrun the shadows. Will they find a way to heal together, or will the darkness pull them apart? Trigger Warnings: Abuse (Physical, Emotional, Sexual): Includes mentions of past and current abusive relationships, physical violence, and sexual assault. Self-Harm: Depictions of self-injury and the emotional struggles surrounding it. Depression & Mental Health Issues: Ongoing battles with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and panic attacks. Kidnapping: Scenes involving kidnapping and threats of violence. Sexual Content: Includes consensual sexual scenes with emotional implications, particularly for characters recovering from trauma. Violence: Includes physical altercations and graphic descriptions of assault. Suicidal Thoughts: Mentions of suicidal ideation. Substance Use: Possible references to alcohol or drug use. Rankings: #mentalhealth 32 Out of 68,6k

sage, moves to la for the summer to live with her grandma despite sage's attempts to try and stay home. the problem is, sage has been anonymously messaging a user named 'pirate' online for months. and 'pirate' lives in los angeles. sage can't decide whether telling her online best friend she's in la is a good idea or not. because really, does sage want to know who 'pirate' is?

will the echoing rumors about a new student, audrey delmonte, affect billie o'connells perspective of her? or will the rumors about billie get to audrey first? MATURE// STRONG LANGUAGE, ADDICTION, MENTION OF DRUGS, SEXUAL ASSAULT, SOME SEXUAL THEMES. (i'll include warnings before mentions of SA.) (billie eilish fan fic, alternate universe) #3 - billieeilish 5/6/21 #2 - billie 5/10/21 #1 - finneas 11/8/21

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

After an unexplainable accident, Riley forgets the past year of her life. Every memory of herself and the ones she loves has completely erased. With a lot of work and therapy, she fights to remember what she lost and who she truly is. Once she finally gets back in school, all the new people she used to know get her deeper into the confusion. A certain girl with green roots captivates her attention , but she turns out to be the most unwelcoming and rude person of them all. Billie makes her life hell until something unexpected happens. GxG

she was one of the best songwriters the music industry has every seen. your favorite song to absolutely bawl your eyes out to? written by her. she'd one her first grammy at age 15 and her collection of awards only grew. the only problem was that nobody knew who she was. only known as "3s" on all social media platforms, she was a mystery to everyone. billie never struggled with coming up with lyrics. there was always something that she could write for people to relate to. but when she gets stuck with writersblock, she turns to the mystery writer for help. the biggest issue is billie cant accept the mystery that is of shay sloan sable. social media x real life fic billie x female oc

sequel to 'Keep you in the Dark' so read that first if you haven't because you will be confused Billie Eilish is now free from the mafia, but is still haunted from the memories and deeply misses her lover Trig since she sacrificed everything to get Billie out..... right? This story contains mentions of sex, alcohol, depression & self harm, drug abuse and violence