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just knowing how crazy can a mind go makes you crazy...loco...cucu...but if you dont control it...you're ending yourself with craziness...the phobias and anxiety creep inside of you...making you go crazy over blood, death, future, past following, killing to save your life, trying to fight your demons, and the feeling of unholy and dirty...just to trying to not thinking about it makes you crazy........
but.......if you can make things right....maybe....the state of craziness leaves.....love and hate come together...disasters in between small fights become harsher and painful...marking us permanently...having a cut that always bleeds and never heals...the feeling of breaking apart and tearing off a little thread you hang on...treating everything like hell....