𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄 , king von ! © 𝙼𝙸𝙰 𝙶𝙾𝙻𝙳𝚂 ❝ I was blinded by 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄, I was supposed to build, yeah. Still solid, still here... ❞ ʚଓ⋆ /sərˈvīvərs rəˈmôrs / noun phrase a mental health condition that causes guilt and psychological distress in people who survive a traumatic event that others didn't. ❪ 10132025 ❫ | 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍

𝙨𝙖𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙚 𝙭 𝙘𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣. ❦ | 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 . ᶜʰʳⁱᵃᵐᵒⁿᵗᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡ ᵍʰᵉᵗᵗᵒ 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍 is a haunting, slow burn descent into the kind of love that feels more like a loaded gun than a safe place to land. Set in the shadows of Los Angeles, where palm trees line the blocks but can't cover up the sirens, body bags & trauma, it follows the twisted, all consuming bond between two souls, two victims of life's circumstances, too damaged to love right, but too addicted to let go. This ain't ALL fiction. It's the unfiltered truth of what happens when love turns toxic, when passion is laced with pain, & when walking away could save your life, but staying feels like the only way to breathe. It's about being hooked on someone who breaks you in pieces, slowly, until you don't even recognize your own reflection. What makes it worse for them? The violence didn't just live outside their door. Both were born into a family war where colors, street names, & grudges were damn near inherited. Their love was always a risk, always a target. They tried to escape it, to build something that didn't echo their past with one other, but still, the pain followed. Loss piled up. Friends, family, pieces of themselves, until even love felt like another battlefield. The streets never really let go of their past. Not when last names are triggers. Not when loyalty is life or death. In this story, heartbreak isn't some poetic lifetime script, it's violent & real. Mental peace is a luxury, & the heart's pull feels more like a curse than a blessing. 𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍 is for the ones who loved past the red flags, stayed through the damage, & bled for a connection that was never safe to begin with. It's violent. Tender. Fucked up. But it's honest.

- 𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑

IN WHICH A woman is threatened with eviction from her apartment unless she can come up with $25,000. In a desperate attempt to quickly raise the money, she turns to Alessandro Ramallo, with plans to drug and rob him, just as she has done to multiple others. However, she soon finds herself drawn into a dark and sinister scenario when she discovers the true nature of the man she intends to betray. STARTED; 02/12/'24 ENDED; ONGOING..

𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌 𝟕͟𝟐͟𝟑͟ devanté swing © 𝙼𝙸𝙰 𝙶𝙾𝙻𝙳𝚂 ❝ what if everything you ever wanted, cost you everything you believed in? ❞ - ❪ 020117 ❫ 𝑻he year is nineteen ninety-five and contemporary R&B group 𝑺𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂 hit the music industry jackpot by signing with devanté swing's record label, alongside stars like ginuwine, usher, and many more. This story details their rocky and unorthodox rise to fame as a group, comprised of missy elliott, jackie, tone ( pronounced to-nee ), freda, and the notorious superstar natasha who also found success through her solo ventures, but she may be more known for her troubled love life with music producer and jodeci's front man, devanté. Between a tumultuous relationship fueled by obsession, jealousy, and her present struggles with the sudden thrusts into the spotlight, it's evident the diva has a lot on her plate. Think of this as something of an introspective memoir as we watch natasha navigate her larger-than-life fame, a once-secret love affair, and a slew of strained friendships, she's faced with the daunting task of balancing it all while keeping her career from unraveling, this ain't a love story. ★ 𝐓͟𝐎͟𝐏͟ 𝐑͟𝐀͟𝐍͟𝐊͟𝐈͟𝐍͟𝐆͟𝐒 - ❪ former ❫ : #1 in 𝐉𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐈 [ ranked again , 6/13/24 ] #1 in 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄́ 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆 05/14/2019 𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈𝐍 ' 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄́ 𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆 ' 04/19/2020 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐁𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐎 #1 in 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐔𝐓 ! 🤣 ─────────────── ☑︎ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒 ╱ 𝗗𝗜𝗦𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗨𝗘𝗗 𝗥͟𝗘͟𝗨͟𝗣͟𝗟͟𝗢

IN WHICH; In the haunting corridors of Westbrook Mental Asylum, a woman battling schizophrenia falls under the spell of a charming madman who exists only in her mind. Consumed by their imagined romance, she blurs the line between fantasy and reality, defending his existence with dangerous devotion. As her obsession deepens, love becomes her madness-and the asylum her battleground.