This is how I'm grieving the loss of my stepmom. She was my maternal figure for the majority of my life. She was an amazing woman. We weren't super close...but then again I don't get super close with anyone. I already miss her so much. It's hard and I'm exhausted Making sure my dad and everyone else is ok. I don't know how to do this. I don't think I'm doing it right. But I'm doing it. This will probably suck but I haven't slept in days for more than a couple of hours at a time. Be forewarned.