Keng seems very cold and scary,he's either working or going to bars with Thomas sometimes zee joins them they are his only friends . namping is the complete opposite he's a very sweet and caring person with a rough background,living in a small apartment with his best friend Kong. who would have thought that namping being keng's new secretary would change into something more then they expected,but they're not complaining. Thomas is similar to Keng but less scary,he's always working,at home,or at bars with his friends,but deep down he wants to know that true love feels like. Kong is also a kind and loving person,he also has a rough background,he lives with namping in a small and somewhat shady neighborhood. Thomas thought that Kong was just gonna be his secretary and nothing else,Kong though that Thomas was gonna be his cold and scary ceo nothing more,none of then thought they would find love and a home in each other. PS.this is my first time writing a fanfic so feel free to comment on what I should improve on in any of the chapters. #kengnamping #thomaskong #zeenunew

Namping was cursed by a shaman in the distant past - never to die, never to be released from memory. His curse is tied to his love for Keng. Each lifetime, Keng is reborn - different world, but the same soul. Namping spends each life searching, finding him, and falling in love all over again. Will Keng finally remember their love or will Namping never get out of this cycle.

Once sweethearts torn apart by circumstance, Keng and Namping are reunited by a life they never planned - and a child neither expected to raise alone. When Namping returns to his hometown in Mae Hong Son to carry their baby despite a life-threatening heart condition, he hides his pain for the sake of new life. Keng, after learning the truth, rushes back into their lives with a promise to stay. After a safe birth, Namping's heart begins to fail. He refuses surgery, clinging to every moment with their newborn. But when Keng takes his hand and whispers, "I'll take care of them - now it's your turn to live," Namping faces a choice that could change everything. Can love survive the wait... or is it already too late?

Rankings 😍 # 43 in lgbt fiction # 1 in patriarchy # 2 in high society Keng and Namping never chose each other. Their marriage was nothing more than a carefully crafted business alliance-two powerful families merging empires, not hearts. Namping enters the household expecting at least a little care, a little warmth... but Keng keeps reminding him that their marriage is "just duty," nothing more. Yet as days turn into nights, Keng begins to notice the things he was never supposed to: the way Namping stands silently behind him at family dinners, the way he flinches when scolded for breaking a rule he never knew, the way he hides his loneliness behind a polite smile. Slowly-dangerously-Keng starts to question the traditions he grew up obeying. Slowly, he starts falling for the boy he was never meant to love. But in a family where loyalty is law and emotions are weakness, loving Namping might cost Keng everything... including him.

"I do not care if you refuse to give me your heart. Your body, your mind, and your soul are mine. Every inch of you belongs to me. And I will never allow anyone to tear us apart. You are mine- now and even in death." - King Harit "Our paths crossed not because we were meant to be together, but because we were destined to stand as enemies. The memories we shared- let them be our final gift to each other, a farewell buried deep within the past, never to be uncovered. For you and I... we were never meant to remain side by side." - Prince Namping "There was never an us. From the very beginning, I only used your naivety to get what I wanted. You followed me blindly- like a lovesick dog led by foolishness. I used you... I never loved you.. And I will never love anyone from this cursed kingdom.." - Prince Kongjiro "I'll forgive you... I'll forget everything that has happened. Just tell me you felt something for me- even if it was only for a moment. Tell me that those memories we shared, when our hearts beat as one, were real. Just tell me... tell me that you loved me too.. just say it and I'll come running back to you. I'll be your faithful hound, forever bound." - Prince Thomas

Keng, a powerful yet emotionally detached businessman, never believed in love. His life is built on control, contracts, and calculated risks-a world where money can solve anything, including loneliness. That's why when Namping, a struggling artist with nowhere to turn, stumbles into his life, Keng offers him a simple solution: a contract. A sugar arrangement. Namping gets financial security-no more worrying about rent, no more exhausting part-time jobs. In return, all he has to do is be by Keng's side when needed. Dinners, events, late-night conversations over fine wine... but no feelings. At least, that was the rule. But Namping is nothing like the people Keng has kept around before. He's unpredictable, too stubborn for his own good, too warm for Keng's cold world. He teases, he laughs, he softens the edges of Keng's carefully guarded heart. And Keng? He finds himself breaking his own rules. What was supposed to be a business arrangement turns into stolen glances, lingering touches, late-night confessions neither of them should be making. "You were supposed to be temporary." "Then why does it feel like I'm the only thing real in your life?" The closer they get, the more the lines blur. Keng tells himself it's just desire. That it's not love. That he could let go anytime. But when the contract ends, will he be able to?