"why do you stare Death in the face as if he's a joke?" "maybe because he is." Psychotic!Dan x Innocent!Phil

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

"I'm not sure where this is going but I think I like it."

"say my name, dan howell"

4 years have gone by since those magical nights with my love, Dan Howell. The group still remains together, Dan, Phil, Kian, Jeremy, Jordan, Eden, Julia and I are all still as close as we were when we were 18. Not all of us went to college after graduation. Dan moved in with Phil so he could focus more on his You Tube. He had so many subscribers! I was proud of him, but we were separated most of the time when I went off to film school with Eden, Kian, and Julia. However, this was my last year and I promised that I would move in with Dan as soon as I graduated. But as my birthday comes, Dan purposes to me, but just as I think everything is going to be all right... it turns, terribly wrong.

YouTube. Danisnotonfire. Amazingphil. Skye Ember. England. Hollywood. What happens when a dream becomes a reality. When barriers are broken. And the past gets harder. Sacrifices need to happen. But where and by who?