A sheltered, delicate ballerina raised to be perfect, graceful, ethereal, adored. But Seonghwa wants none of it. He destroys himself in quiet ways, pushing his body to the brink, starving the beauty out of himself, trying to be too ugly, too hollow, too unapproachable, anything to be seen for his talent rather than his face. And then there's Hongjoong. An underground fighter who was never given a chance at perfection, a man hardened by violence and survival. When their worlds collide, he swears to ruin Seonghwa, to break him the way the world once broke him. But the more he tries, the more he finds himself unable to let go. Because Seonghwa, in all his self-destruction, is the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. Top Kim Hongjoong, Bottom Park Seonghwa

~Someday, someone won't be afraid of how much you love. They won't stay on the shore, they'll meet you in the depths~ -- Side ships: Seongjoong Yungi Jongsang Hyunlix Chanmin Minsung Yeonbin

ᘛ 𑁍 ᘚ ﹙𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗶 ‣ 𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗵𝗼𝗲𝗲𝘇﹚ ⚠️ mature content ahead ⚠️ smut warning ahead . . . ╱ this is made out of pure entertainment and a hundred percent 𝗙𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡. the characters portrayed in the book 𝗗𝗢𝗘𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧 depict on what the idols truly are. ❳ A gritty, dusty town on the edge of a neon-soaked city where people come to disappear, heal, or get into trouble. Mingi owns a garage called "Fix On", famous for fixing anything with an engine. Yunho shows up one hot summer day in a sleek but battered ride-looking like trouble.

I zipped my pants back up. Yunho layed on the bed, still catching his breath. I put my shirt back on and fixed my hair a little in his mirror. "... There's this new movie that just came out... Don't you wanna stay over and watch it?" He asked. I scoffed. "What do you think?" I asked. "... Uhh..." he looked away. "Exactly." He looked utterly defeated. I almost felt a little guilty. "... Are you sure you don't wanna stay?" He asked. "Nerd. I've got stuff to do. People to be with." I said. "Why don't you wanna be with me? Am I not a person?" He asked. I sighed. "You know the agreement. Nothing more, nothing less." I said and left. I could hear him crawling deeper under the comforter. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mingi is a rich jock who everyone loves. Yunho is a rich nerd who everyone hates. They're friends with benefits. Yunho yearns for affection and love, drinks every touch and word in that Mingi says, while Mingi only uses Yunho as a quick fix... Yunho knows but doesn't care. Any attention is better than no attention, right?

space is just a word made up by someone who's afraid to get too close - fwb but make it bad boy + golden boy n fake enemies to lovers

Kim Yunho was an outcast Not very liked despite his kind and gentle nature, always getting bullied by who he was. He was afraid to stand up for himself Kim Hongjoong was the opposite He was always getting into trouble, going to the bar and getting drunk or almost getting jailed. He made wreckless, rash decisions Even though the two brothers were different that didn't stop them from being close, sharing a special relationship with Hongjoong being more on the protective side, wanting only the best for his brother. His friends would always hit on and try to get with Yunho. Hongjoong didn't like that, he knew what his friends were like and he didn't want to see Yunho end up getting hurt so he made a rule, forbidding any of his friends to get close to and pursue his little brother. With Mingi it was different He could trust that things would never be more than just friendship But Yunho was hiding a deep dark secret.. He was in love with Mingi since the first day they got introduced and with Hongjoong he knew they could never be anything more but the want was too strong Then one day he couldn't hold it in anymore

ᘛ 𑁍 ᘚ ﹙𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗶 ‣ 𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗵𝗼𝗲𝗲𝘇﹚ ⚠️ mature content ahead ⚠️ smut warning ahead Yunho a rich, dominant gallery owner becomes the muse for a struggling sculpture student Song Mingi, igniting obsession, desire, and a dangerously intimate artistic connection neither expected. . . . ╱ this is made out of pure entertainment and a hundred percent 𝗙𝗜𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡. the characters portrayed in the book 𝗗𝗢𝗘𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧 depict on what the idols truly are. ❳

"i didn't think i'd ever feel safe again..." "do you feel safe now?" "choi san... you make me feel safer than i ever have in my life." - in which wooyoung has recently gotten out of an abusive relationship and struggles with finding the feeling of safety until san shows up and changes everything. started: 12.3.22 completed: 2.21.25

- [COMPLETED] choi san, cursed to live a lonely life of forceful giving and taking, really doesn't like it when popular student jung wooyoung suddenly takes an interest in him. ### ( disclaimer: this story is purely fictional and has nothing to do with the members in real life ) highest ranking: #1 woosan 29/01/21

after a scandal, wooyoung, a defunct k-pop idol, runs away to his sister's hometown. he craves anonymity, yet his quiet routine is disrupted by a chance encounter- a local with a warm presence, who offers him a glimpse of a life beyond the spotlight. start: 9 may, 2024 end: 24 august, 2024