Ling never meant to fall behind. But at 30, with a toxic job, no savings, and a writing career that only exists behind a screen name, she's one family dinner away from a breakdown. Orm never meant to become an empire. But at 23, she's juggling fashion shoots, film sets, and fake smiles for a world that demands too much of her. They met once-briefly, badly. Then the universe threw them back together in the worst way: professional proximity. Now, stuck between interviews, accidental castings, and too many late-night moments where emotions slip through the cracks, the past starts rewriting itself. This isn't the story of perfect girls falling in love. This is the story of two imperfect women, slowly learning how to be loved for who they really are.

They built a life on promises... and destroyed it with secrets. After betrayal, loss, and heartbreak, Ling and Orm are forced to face the biggest lie of all that love can survive anything. But when time runs out, will forgiveness come too late... or will love defy even goodbye?

Lingling Kwong has always preferred the company of clay over people. As a reclusive pottery maker, she finds comfort in the quiet solitude of her studio, shaping imperfect yet soulful creations with her hands. Then Orm Kornnaphat walks in-poised, elegant, and entirely out of place. She requests a set of tea cups, "simple, but with character," and keeps finding excuses to return, drawn to Lingling's world in ways she doesn't fully understand. What begins as a business transaction slowly turns into something deeper, unspoken but undeniable. But both women carry pasts they don't talk about-Orm, bound by family expectations and obligations she can't escape, and Lingling, haunted by a life she once abandoned. As tensions rise and their connection is tested, they must decide: will they remain shaped by the past, or will they risk everything for something beautifully imperfect-something real? A slow-burn sapphic romance about love, art, and the quiet spaces in between

A Reason to Cry at 3 A.M. is not here to comfort you. It's here to shatter you piece by piece through a collection of short stories about love, loss, and longing. These are the moments you replay in your head when the world is asleep. The conversations you wish you could have one more time. The goodbyes that never felt final enough. Every page is a knife. Every ending, a bruise you will carry. Read it in daylight if you must. But at 3 a.m., when the silence gets heavy... this book will be waiting.

Luka batin yang di dapatnya sedari kecil datang dari seseorang yang seharusnya menjadi cinta pertama dari setiap anak perempun di dunia. ditengah gejolak luka dan beratnya beban tanggung jawab , tuhan seakan menghadirkan warna baru untuk hidupnya yang gelap . ditakdirkan jatuh cinta pada seorang gadis, bolehkah cinta seperti itu dikembangkan? dan bolehkah dia memilikinya ?? jika memang tidak ada satupun cinta di dunia ini yang pantas untuknya, boleh kah dia berharap pada cinta yang satu ini ?? cinta yang ditakdirkan tuhan untuk tumbuh di hatinya yang gersang.

G!P (Ling) At the alumni homecoming, everyone expected Ling Kwong-the rich, dominant beauty once worshiped on campus-to arrive with someone dazzling. No one expected her to arrive married... to Orm Kornnaphat, the clumsy, bullied girl everyone mocked. But Orm isn't the same girl anymore. She's powerful, dangerous, and her obsession with Ling has turned into something darker than love. Behind the perfect marriage lies a plan years in the making: passion, revenge, and a hunger that won't stop until the past is buried-and the guilty are too. How far will obsession go when it wears a ring?

Genre: Dark Romance | Obsession | Drama | G!P | Orm Kornnaphat is Thailand's most highest paid and beloved actress-graceful, untouchable, and utterly devoted to perfection. But everything spirals the moment she meets her new "driver," Ling Ling Kwong-a mysterious, silent woman with a smirk that haunts and a past drenched in scandal. Ling once ruled the streets of Hong Kong as a heartbreaker car racer, known for crashing both tracks and hearts. Now, she's hiding in plain sight-until Orm's innocence pulls her into a dangerous obsession. Their affair was supposed to be a secret. A sin. But it's the kind of sin Orm can't resist-the one that ruins, brands, and devours. As the media catches wind of their closeness and Orm's powerful father starts digging into Ling's past, questions rise: Is Ling just playing her? Another name in her collection of lovers? Or is this something darker, deeper? But when a virgin gives herself to a sinner, the ruin is never one-sided. Some sins aren't mistakes. Some sins become addictions. And Ling... is her favorite one.

Ling Kwong has built her empire on discipline, loyalty, and protection. As the CEO of the most elite bodyguard company in the country, she has shielded politicians, celebrities, and business moguls. But nothing could prepare her for the quiet, devastating beauty of Orm Kornnaphat-the fiancée of the Prime Minister. Orm should have lived a fairytale. Instead, she's trapped in a nightmare. Bound to a powerful man not by love but by her parents' debt, her days are filled with bruises hidden beneath silk dresses and dreams stripped from her hands. Painting-her only escape-has been forbidden. Her voice, silenced. Her spirit, caged. When Ling is hired to protect Orm, she expects another high-profile assignment. What she finds instead is a woman with haunted eyes and a tender heart. Slowly, painfully, Ling uncovers the truth: Orm is being broken by the very man who claims to love her. But between hushed confessions, lingering touches, and the safety of Ling's unwavering presence, something begins to bloom-something forbidden, reckless, and undeniable. As the walls close in, Ling must choose: follow the rules and guard Orm from a distance... or risk everything-her career, her company, her life-to save the woman she's falling for. In a world where power is everything, love might just be the most dangerous rebellion of all.

Lingling Kwong and Orm Kornnaphat, once inseparable and deeply in love, find themselves divorced after years of growing apart. Lingling's impulsive decisions and neglect led to the downfall of their marriage, shattering Orm's trust. Now years later.. They cross paths again and old memories stir the ashes of their past love. Despite the pain, both realize that their connection might still be there, waiting to be reignited. As they navigate their way through unresolved feelings, past mistakes and new possibilities, Lingling must face her own shortcomings to win Orm's trust back. Can love survive when hurt runs deep..? Or are they destined to remain broken?

**Disclaimer:** I don't own any of the characters Lingling Kwong had wanted Orm Kornnaphat Sethratanapong for months. Six, to be exact. And finally, the perfect opportunity had arrived to make her hers-at least for a little while. Billionaire entrepreneur Lingling Kwong knew Orm was eager to secure Kwong Enterprises' advertising deal with Kittichai & Co. Maybe Ling would sign the deal. But first, Orm had to agree to accompany her to a lavish family wedding in Koh Samui.