A short MellodraMattic story, aiming at Matt's cigarettes and his own mess. Who knew, the millionth nicotine rush wasn't going to be nicotine at all? Warning: Mentions of drug abuse, withdrawal, and drugs (cigarettes and more) in general. Background character: Alex

In this MellodraMattic fanfiction, humans who don't die by the Death Note experience afterlife. This is the time after their death. In their time, Mello's (Mihael Keehl's) emotions go through a bit of a rollercoaster. Acceptance, bitterness, religious guilt, etc. Author Note at the end.