Jessica van Halen, a young, beautiful girl of just 16 years old. Her abundance of creativity and passion for art makes her so special. She's broken on the inside but never shows. Art, cigarettes and alcohol being her only escape from reality. She's been betrayed, backstabbed and being lied to so many times by the only man in her life she completely loved and trusted. Her dad. She won't love or trust a man in her life ever again, well thats what she keeps telling herself.

The title explains everything but I will give you more details; this is a book with some occasional self-pitying and maybe self-deprecating and generally loads of awesome complaining and opinions!