vicktoria, a girl who has spent her life in foster care since she was five, has to work at a dog shelter, so the orphanage she lives in has enough money. what will happen if a certain young woman with ocean eyes and dark hair steps into the dog shelter, also known as billie eilish? #1 - suicide prevention in February 2026 #2 - suicide awareness in February 2026 #3 - billieeilish in February 2026 #1 - self harm awareness in March 2026 #1 - billie in March 2026

Y/n, a messy, unorganized woman whose job is to snap photos of people on the daily. Although she may seem joyous and happy in the inside, behind a fake smile hides a lot. Something deep. Something she never had talked to anyone about. Not even to who she's closest to. She struggles with self image, depression, anxiety, etc; And on top of that, her lousy, self serving boyfriend of hers who she can't seem to let go of, even if she were to try. He'll make a big part in the story later on once you've figured out who he truly is. She finds herself stuck between many things that come her way; one being a certain girl that her roommate so says she's "falling" for, although she says straighter than anyone can be.. or at least that's what she thought.

Billie and Haylie, two renowned global superstars, had been inseparable friends for over two years. Their bond was evident to the world, but as time passed, their friendship evolved into something more. Late nights turned into intimate conversations, soft words, and tender touches. It all spiraled into a friendship with benefits, devoid of any strings attached. However, after six months of this arrangement, Billie's feelings took a turn. The only problem was that Haylie was already in a relationship, a girlfriend of two and a half years. Billie knew about her, they've never met. Haylie's girlfriend is a major fan of Billie's music, but quite frankly... who isn't? Haylie's feelings also shifted, and she found herself falling for Billie at an accelerated pace. The uncertainty of this newfound attraction loomed large, as the outcome could be either a gentle transition or a terrible confrontation that could ruin everything. The day Billie met Haylie's girlfriend was the pivotal moment that would reveal her true feelings. An unexpected wave of jealousy and possessiveness washed over Billie, solidifying her realization that she was falling for Haylie with all her heart. Billie's brother, Finneas, could tell that Billie had feelings for her. The way she looked at her, the way she talked about her... everything. Even if Billie wouldn't admit it, at least one person knew.

"It's the kind of love that should've died years ago-buried, forgotten, turned to ash. And yet... it haunts you. A relationship you swore was over, but it lives in the corners of your mind like a ghost that refuses to leave. It's unfinished, unspoken, like an abandoned campsite still glowing with embers-quiet, but deadly. All it takes is a single memory, a single look, and suddenly, it's burning again. Consuming. Alive." It's terrifying, isn't it? How fast something can go from forever... to forgotten. And how easily the night reminds you of everything you swore you'd already survived. ~ a book about the love that almost destroyed me, and the one that saved me

Elena Ramos is a new grad physical therapist with one goal - pay off her student loans. She reluctantly takes a job on a worldwide tour with musical artist, Billie Eilish. Months on the road. Stay professional. Don't get attached. That plan lasts exactly as long as you'd expect. When professional becomes personal and private becomes public, Elena finds herself navigating a world she never wanted filled with paparazzi, tabloids, and the brutal cost of loving someone famous. As mental health crises collide with public pressure and burnout threatens to destroy everything, Elena learns that real love isn't about the fairytale moments.

In the heart of LA, a shy skater with big dreams and unfinished beats crosses paths with Billie Eilish. What starts as late nights, music, and quiet moments turns into something deeper - a slow-burn love story about creativity, connection, and being truly seen.

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

When Thea was standing on the bridge, it was an attempt, an attempt to kill herself, but then a girl stopped her, the same girl called her pathetic a few moments later, and with that same girl, years later, she has to make a song with.

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.