"It's the kind of love that should've died years ago-buried, forgotten, turned to ash. And yet... it haunts you. A relationship you swore was over, but it lives in the corners of your mind like a ghost that refuses to leave. It's unfinished, unspoken, like an abandoned campsite still glowing with embers-quiet, but deadly. All it takes is a single memory, a single look, and suddenly, it's burning again. Consuming. Alive." It's terrifying, isn't it? How fast something can go from forever... to forgotten. And how easily the night reminds you of everything you swore you'd already survived. ~ a book about the love that almost destroyed me, and the one that saved me

Elena Ramos is a new grad physical therapist with one goal - pay off her student loans. She reluctantly takes a job on a worldwide tour with musical artist, Billie Eilish. Months on the road. Stay professional. Don't get attached. That plan lasts exactly as long as you'd expect. When professional becomes personal and private becomes public, Elena finds herself navigating a world she never wanted filled with paparazzi, tabloids, and the brutal cost of loving someone famous. As mental health crises collide with public pressure and burnout threatens to destroy everything, Elena learns that real love isn't about the fairytale moments.

In the heart of LA, a shy skater with big dreams and unfinished beats crosses paths with Billie Eilish. What starts as late nights, music, and quiet moments turns into something deeper - a slow-burn love story about creativity, connection, and being truly seen.

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

Dakota Bloom had never cared much for rules. She lived lightly, guided by her own principles, never drawn to monogamy or settling down. It had always been easy to leave. Until she met Billie Eilish - and holding onto those principles became less certain.

When Thea was standing on the bridge, it was an attempt, an attempt to kill herself, but then a girl stopped her, the same girl called her pathetic a few moments later, and with that same girl, years later, she has to make a song with.

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

Billie Eilish x Nat Wolff Mature

No one warns you about what happens when you fall in love with your best friend. Lydia Hale was 17 when she fell in love with Billie Eilish and even at 21, Lydia's feelings had never gone away. After Billie had started to feel it too, it caused a rift between them and they stopped speaking. What happens when the former best friends run into each other at a music festival after almost two years?

Billie attracted by Nate without realizing she's blinded by all of his lies. So toxic but still can't get rid off him.