"𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘥" 𝘊𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘹 𝘍𝘦𝘮 𝘖𝘤 𝘎𝘹𝘎 𝘐𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘹 𝘖𝘊 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨...𝘐'𝘮 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘖𝘊 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘩𝘦𝘮!! 𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘋!! 5/22/22

Forbidden things are like a beautiful hypnotizing magnet. Once you get pulled in, it's hard to pull back. But maybe I liked being pulled in, especially if it was by her.

Loving her felt like drowning slowly. I loved her and hated her at the same time.