(Title likely to change) At ten, Lily believed magic lived in woods, moonlight, and her father's gentle smile. Then one ordinary night ended in a scream that shattered her world: suicide, alcoholism, abuse, eviction, and toxic love that left her unrecognizable. Sugar and Shadows is a raw memoir of losing wonder young, and the fierce, solitary journey to reclaim it. Sometimes the greatest magic is the kind you find inside yourself. TW: suicide, abuse, trauma, substance abuse, eating disorders