"𝗜 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘀, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗻𝗼 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗶𝘁𝘆." 𝗡𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗕𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗰 𝗜𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗜𝗻𝗰. 𝗛𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗶𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀. 𝗛𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗮 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻. 𝗛𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗳𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗲. 𝗨𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻. "𝗕𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗳𝗼𝗿, 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲'𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗮 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵."

𝗞𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝘂𝘀𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗮 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗮𝗴𝗼, 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗺𝗲. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆. 𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲. 𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝘂𝘀𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆. 𝗖𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘂𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲. 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲, 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝘂𝘀𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗿. 𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗲𝗿 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝘀. 𝗘𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁. 𝗨𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗖𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝘂𝘀𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲, 𝘀𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗻𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴.

14 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑 ──────── ˚ ₊ ‧ ⋆ ──────── There has always been an 𝐚𝐛𝐲𝐬𝐬 residing in me. Something hollow and deep and empty. Something that screams to be heard. Something that aches for meaning in this haunting world. Through this collection I try to pick out the pieces of my heart and bleed out words that have haunted me. And maybe try to find peace with a truth that always scared me. because maybe this is how its meant to be : me, floating in the abyss of my misery ────────˚ ₊ ‧ ⋆ ──────── ⟪ h i g h e s t r a n k i n g s ⟫ #1 in poem (out of 199k stories) #1 in poetrycollection (out of 34.5k stories) #1 in words (out of 16.5k stories) #1 in poembook (out of 15.8k stories) #1 in prose (out of 9.07k stories) #1 in freeverse (out of 7.72k stories)

some poems. there great and i made them btw :}

S O W E D: Words planted to grow into love. Highest Rank - #1 in POETRY The bravest thing I've ever done was not forgetting how to love myself when everyone else did