He was raised to control everything. She was raised to survive everything... until he keeps her, and nothing stays kept the way it seems. a calum hood dark romance

He was never supposed to notice me. I was another temporary distraction between flights, headlines, hotel rooms, and sold-out shows. Then suddenly, I was everywhere. In paparazzi photos. In fan theories. In comment sections filled with girls calling me a homewrecker before they even knew my name. The problem? They weren't completely wrong. Because Calum has a girlfriend. A beautiful one. A public one. And somehow, despite every bad decision, every warning sign, every moment where we should've walked away he keeps coming back to me. What starts as casual turns into something messy, addictive, and impossible to hide. Between secret hotel meetings, 4 A.M. phone calls, jealous girlfriends, world tours, and the internet watching our every move, I realise something terrifying: Being wanted by a rockstar is easy. Being loved by one is impossible. Or maybe I'm stupid enough to hope otherwise.

✶ ✶ ✶ In which a popstar hits a boy with a door, and that boy happens to be someone who will change her life forever. ✶ ✶ ✶ ❝What the fuck are you doing throwing doors open like that?❞ ❝What the fuck were you doing standing right there?❞ ✶ ✶ ✶ i don't wanna be your friend, i wanna kiss your neck i think i'm falling, i'm fallingforyou ✶ ✶ ✶ (Slightly Toxic) Calum Hood (And a little Niall Horan) Feb. 2013 - Jun. 2015

Elliana; a 27 year-old world-renoun actress and lifelong friend of the Australian band, 5 Seconds of Summer, is losing herself after a heartbreak she never saw coming. She's humiliated by the public knowledge of it all, but refuses to let headlines be made around speculation of her pain and inability to move on. After a month of traveling with her two best friends, regaining her freedom and identity, Elliana returns back to the States to reconnect with the four men who have never viciously ripped her heart out. Calum Hood, who also recently went through a breakup, although not publicly, welcomes her with open arms to his Los Angeles home when he sees through her composed facade. After all, he's known her the longest, and the two have always had a strong platonic admiration for the other. However, as much as they have tried to pull away over the last few years, the gravitational force might be too strong this time around for them to ignore the lies they feed themselves. *Originally uploaded to AO3*