note from author- *After not working on "Lotus Flower", now titled "The Woes of a Wilted Flower" for 4 years. I decided to return to writing and decided to completely revise the book. I started writing this book in high school and I clearly had a very... interesting idea for this book. I am now 23, and can say that... I am not comfortable with my initial idea lol. But, I want to see it through! So I am going to work on some things and not write such a weird plot lol.*

Copyright ©2014 ms_snl PAYTON ROSE CARTER WAS A DIME PIECE WHO'S MOMMA WAS ON CRACK AND DADDY WAS A PIMP. SHE NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD WHY SHE WAS BORN INTO THIS MADNESS BUT SOON AFTER SHE STOPPED GIVEN A FUCK. MEKHI, "CASH" WAS THE ONLY MAN WHO CAUGHT PAYTON'S EYE AND HE WAS THE ONLY MAN WHO KNEW HOW TO PUT HER IN HER PLACE WHENEVER SHE ACTED OUT. PAYTON YEARNED FOR MEKHI AND THE FAST LIFESTYLE HE WAS LIVING. PAYTON IGNORED ALL WARNINGS TELLING HER THAT HE WAS BAD NEWS. SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH A THUG, WILL IT BE WORTH IT?

With a career reaching its peak, Tavi should be the most excited person, but she's not. She's having trouble disciplining Addison, dealing with everyone else's happiness, and maintaining a healthy relationship with her mother. Not only that but it seems that her relationship isn't all what it seems, she knows theirs a thin line between love and respect and she trying to decipher which side of the line her relationship is on.   Misunderstood and misjudged, Trina has always had her fair share of enemies, but one enemy won't stop until Trina screws her head on straight or they blow her head off themselves. Unlike most, Trina could care less. She's trying to give her son the life she's never had while at the same time remaining the same sneaky, conniving, and spiteful person people like to label her as. She's just trying to make it in the cold world by being the coldest, despite who she has to run over to get to the end of the road. ...things will never be the same.

*must read books 1&2 before this* After Shayne was sent to prison Tavi completely moved on with her life, and turned into the women she's supposed to be. Tavi is now engaged and seems happy to the public, but behind closed doors she is trying to help her fiance with his problems to keep her and her daughter safe. Being behind bars hasn't stopped Shayne from running the streets. With the help of Chris he has built an empire and doesn't at all plan on stopping. But now that he's gone everyone turned their backs on him, leaving him in a lonely state of mind.

© All Rights Reserved to tvpacshakvr 2014-2015 *You must read book 1 (Worst Behavior) before reading this* In the sequel to Worst Behavior Shayne and Tavi come to terms on co-parenting Addison. But just like any other time it's hard for them to resist one another when it comes to sex. Everything their doing feels so right, but it's the wrong thing to do. In the end will they finally come face to face with their feelings or will they stay in denial about it and continue to mess with not only each other's hearts but other's as well. NOTE: Some chapters may be private so follow me in order to have access to all chapters.

Tavi Torres is a 16 year old girl living a care free life. She's known for her fiery attitude and beautiful face. When her crush Shayne Livingston one of the biggest drug dealers in Atlanta finally notice her she tries everything to make him want to be with her. But just like any other drug dealer Shayne isnt a fan of relationships. After being used, rejected and thrown to the side by Shayne, Tavi decides to make a change for the better. Once everything starts going good for her she gets hit with unbelievable news and it starts drama like no other. Everywhere she turns is new drama and now it's up to her to live with it, stay focused in school, and grow up all at the same time. But one thing about Tavi is that she's no good girl, she's always on her Worst Behavior! NOTE: some chapters may be private so follow me before you read so you can have access to all chapters.

Your suppose to hold your man down no matter what..right?That's exactly what Trinity been doing for Chance since they we're little kids, she's always had his back. Now Chance is a major drug Kingpin making big moves, and he's been changing and is haven't been for the better. How long can she hold a man down who seems like he doesn't want to be held down anymore? © 2013 Ebony Goddess

Fallon Smith lives in the suburbs but her hearts in the hood. She meets someone that can connect her back there. Along the lines of remembering the past she falls in love, gets hurt, she falls sometimes but get right back up.