tom is 20, y/n is 19 y/n has known the kaulitz twins since she was 10, her and bill became friends in elementary school. they were always close. tom never really seemed to care about y/n... or had she been wrong? WARNING: this story will contain smut so if u don't fw that then TURN BACK AND FIND A DIFFERENT STORY 🫶🏼 pls avoid writing negative comments and feel free to leave any suggestions you have for the story :) (i may or may not use them depending on if i feel they fit the story or not) any chapters containing smut for you dirty mfs who just want some smut will have "⚠️" in the chapter title 😘😘 love you guys and enjoy 🫶🏼

My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way. I would have been okay with that. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just hope that you never have to go back to a life where he doesn't exist. Until you realize that you're no longer living a life you want. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

She hates that she even notices Tom's laugh. She tries not to care that he doesn't say hi. But she still notices things like the way his cornrows make him look even more confident or how he always wins when they play 3v3.

Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

y/n and bill have known eachother since they were 6. they've been best friends but y/n moved to the US. two years later she moved back to germany and meets bill again after 2 years.

You moved from France to Germany. Your second home. You meet a famous person from Tokio hotel at the park. You were nearly falling for him but didn't as soon you see pictures and people saying about him. You hated Tom now because you thought he fucked with your mind and you now think he is a player because of those pictures of a bunch of different girls with him. You are friends with the band but you weren't really sure with Tom. Will you still hate him? A story that has many changes. TW: will be smuts and abuse.