After Uncle Ben died, Peter Parker's world crashed. Aunt May blamed him for his death and years later continued to do so. Not only does Peter have to look after school, work, and being Spider-man, but now he started working at the Stark Tower as an intern. Can Peter balance all the hate, bullying, and abuse that comes into his life, or will he give up trying? Maybe, just maybe, someone can enter his life and finally bring the positivity he needs deserves. Read to find out! Most of the characters belong to Marvel. Do NOT read if you get triggered by reading about abuse and depression.

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

As punishment for pulling pranks on each other Peter and Bucky are shrunk down to size and are forced to spend the next three weeks as two year old boys. What could possibly go wrong? Part 5 of Peter's new life

Part 4 of Peter's new life series Aunt May lets the secret loose. The family have to deal with it. Peter freaks out

Peter finally goes back to school but can he keep his bullying a secret? Probably not. I mean, he is living with 2 spies, a tech savy business man, a protective mother, 2 super soldiers and a very scary scientist. All the OC's in this are bullies. Just a heads up. I'm putting this here - In this world Spanking's are a normal form of punishment, don't like don't read. Domestic Discipline AND RAPE/TALK OF RAPE Part 3 of - Peter's new life

Peter is just having a bad day. Nothing is going his way. And now here he is, diapered, cuddled and coo'd at by his team and dad. Nothing is going his way! Sequel to Such a Dad. Part two of - Peter's new life

A argument with May and Peter finds him self in Tony's home. No were else to go he tries to be as calm and level headed as he can but with the whole of the avengers around him parenting the ever loving heck out of him what will he do. Tony's such a dad and the avengers tease him about it. Part one of Peter's new life - continued in Oh Baby I'm going to place this link here : https://archiveofourown.org/users/Fandomgirl445/bookmarks This is me. I've had people constantly messaging me about it and yes, this is me.