"I just have to ask," he says with so much defeat in his voice, "is there anything I can do to make this work?" "It's me hyung," I tell him, "You're not doing anything wrong. You don't have to change anything." "I'd do anything to keep you though," he says quietly. I know he's embarrassed to admit he's that desperate. "Please," I beg him out of frustration, "leave me behind. I'm no good for you." "Don't decide that for me," he says with the same frustration. "We both know I'm never going to be what you need." As we continue on SKZ's journey, the members feel as if they can overcome anything as long as they have each other. The team is solid, unbreakable. Their compass points onward and upward; they're no longer lost. Navigating relationships within the group, however, leave many of them feeling a strange sense of being in Limbo. I would consider the Finding SKZ series an easy read; lighthearted while still fulfilling the reader's need for drama. No crazy triggers to mention, just 8 silly boys having a silly time while trying to navigate becoming idols and developing feelings. I enjoy interacting with my readers, so please comment and join book club discussion! WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts, graphic language , 18+ smut Timeline 2020-

"My toes flirt with the edge as I scrape my shoe across the concrete, wondering how I would feel without it beneath my feet. I lean forward one last time with my hands grasping the railing behind me. Contemplating. Sigh. Maybe another time. I shiver from the wind and turn back around, hoisting myself up and swinging one leg over to straddle the railing. The wind gusts again, making me almost lose my balance in this vulnerable and awkward position. I quickly clasp onto the railing for dear life. I sit there frozen for a second with tense muscles and wide eyes. After regaining my balance I laugh to myself about how silly I must look right now. It's funny how instinctual it is to cling to life. It's even more funny knowing moments before I was contemplating taking it. I set us back so far when I lost everything. The kids deserve everything this world has to offer, and it's up to me to provide that for them. I want to be the platform they can jump off into all the success they ever could dream of. They saved my life - I want to give them the world." Chan has felt lost for so many years. Is this what he's really meant to be doing? Little does he know, seven other kids will soon come into his life and change everything. I would consider the Finding SKZ series an easy read; lighthearted while still fulfilling the reader's need for drama. No crazy triggers to mention, just 8 silly boys having a silly time while trying to navigate becoming idols and developing feelings. I enjoy interacting with my readers, so please comment and join book club discussion! WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts, graphic language , 18+ smut Timeline 2017-2020

BOOK TWO of Look at Me Series (Highly recommend reading Look at Me first!) After being freed from a toxic relationship with the help of his friends, Seungmin has a chance at real love. He is searching for where he belongs, and who he really is. He wants to find a magical kind of romance like his favorite couple, Minho and Jisung. After a chance encounter on Christmas Day, he may have just found his magic man. #19 Wattpadprize14 June 2nd 2024

Minsung oneshots! Enjoy!

han jisung, a freak experiment, finds his safe place with lee minho, a gang member. but not all is as it seems. top ! minho bottom ! jisung hybrid / gang au !!! - will contain nsfw content such as: violence, blood, mentions of sex, mentions of suicide, swearing, and self harm !!! - will contain lots of angst #11 - minsung 6/21/20 started: 4/16/2020 ended: 8/11/2020 edits: 9/10/2020

In a modern world of fantasy, every creature, every being lives in harmony. Or do they? Han Jisung, a faerie who struggles to keep his life peaceful and in order, finds his unsteady world shaken upon meeting the vampire, Lee Minho. Jisung hates vampires. Minho hates faeries. What could go wrong when they are pushed together?

A spilled drink. A ruined suit. A contract that changes everything. When clumsy part-timer Jisung accidentally ruins CEO Minho's thousand-dollar suit, he braces for the worst. But instead of a lawsuit, Minho offers a deal-pretend to be his boyfriend to help him escape an arranged marriage. What starts as a business transaction soon spirals into something neither of them can control. Because fake dating is easy... until real feelings get in the way. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG clumsy student x rich ceo au

It all starts with the end. Han Jisung (a clumsy chemistry student with a painful past) crosses paths with Lee Minho, better known as Venom (the new leader of the notorious Vipers) when two kilograms of Venom's cocaine are mistakenly delivered to Jisung's doorstep, then lost by Jisung himself, under circumstances the idiot cannot remember. Minho accuses him of theft, giving Jisung a fourteen day deadline to either find and give back the cocaine, pay an impossible debt, or take the mysterious third option which, Jisung assumes, has to mean death. In his desperate quest for a way out, Jisung stumbles through a waking nightmare: unexpected connections between Minho and people he thought he could trust, mysterious news articles, abandoned mansions, crime scenes, black-tie parties, chaebol gossip, mafia families, escaping gunfire on the back of Minho's motorcycle. But every single path only leads him back to the night he lost the drugs, and to unanswerable questions: What the hell happened to the two bricks of cocaine? Why can't he remember losing them? What is Minho hiding? And what does the bastard truly want from Jisung? MAFIA AU 16+ (tws in the introduction) COVER MADE BY THE TALENTED ICHINISAMFOLIO ON DISCORD

Jisung has been in love with his best friends big brother ever since they were kids, who soon enough becomes his dance teacher in JYP'S university. How will it go for the two of them? Read to find out more and follow their story. Includes: - Smut If you're underage and/or get uncomfortable by reading smut, please be careful when reading or just avoid the chapters with it. -Harsh language Tags: #1 MINSUNG 01/05/22 + 06/05/22 #1 Jisung 13/05/22 #1 Minho 14/05/22 #1 Jisungxminho #1 Jeongin #1 Minsungskz #1 straykidssmut #2 Hyunlix #1 Changlix (genuinely forgot to add the dates) ive probably read your comment lol, im still active dw

TEXT FIC Kind of cliché, sorry Jisung is your usual favorite shy boy irl but confident texter, while Minho is your usual popular and unbothered boy. What happens when Jisung text Minho an inappropriate message? TW: dirty jokes / curse words smut?? talks abt anxiety