Just wanted you to Stay Away from me. But then, why couldn't I do the same? ♡ "Sorry about the blood, yeah?"

After a lifetime of pretending to be strong, Hyunjin finally finds someone who sees all his cracks. And Felix? He's more than willing to hold the broken pieces-softly, gently, endlessly. Felix is just another college student working at Starbucks, balancing his classes and late shifts, and secretly enjoying the warmth of his small circle of friends-Minho, Seungmin, Chan, Jeongin, Changbin, and Jisung. Life is simple, comfortable, and predictable. Then one crisp fall morning, Hwang Hyunjin walks in. Cold. Distant. Frustrated. The kind of boy who carries the weight of the world on his shoulders-and doesn't let anyone see it. With a sharp voice and a dismissive attitude, Hyunjin orders his iced coffee... only to stop mid-word when he looks up. Felix. Blonde hair. Silver glasses. Nose ring. Eyebrow piercing. All-black attire that somehow suits his warmth and confidence. That smile-soft, inviting, impossibly genuine. Hyunjin is momentarily undone, caught off guard in a way he hasn't been in years. Though they don't know each other personally, their social circles overlap, creating a quiet tension and the possibility for connection. Felix feels an unfamiliar tug toward the cold, guarded boy, while Hyunjin finds himself inexplicably drawn to the warmth Felix radiates-something he's been starving for emotionally. Slowly, the boy who's used to hiding behind a cold facade begins to lower his walls. And Felix, ever patient, ever gentle, is there to meet him-not with grand gestures, but with quiet presence, tender touches, and endless understanding. In a world that expects strength and perfection, sometimes the most radical act is letting someone in.

"I just have to ask," he says with so much defeat in his voice, "is there anything I can do to make this work?" "It's me hyung," I tell him, "You're not doing anything wrong. You don't have to change anything." "I'd do anything to keep you though," he says quietly. I know he's embarrassed to admit he's that desperate. "Please," I beg him out of frustration, "leave me behind. I'm no good for you." "Don't decide that for me," he says with the same frustration. "We both know I'm never going to be what you need." As we continue on SKZ's journey, the members feel as if they can overcome anything as long as they have each other. The team is solid, unbreakable. Their compass points onward and upward; they're no longer lost. Navigating relationships within the group, however, leave many of them feeling a strange sense of being in Limbo. I would consider the Finding SKZ series an easy read; lighthearted while still fulfilling the reader's need for drama. No crazy triggers to mention, just 8 silly boys having a silly time while trying to navigate becoming idols and developing feelings. I enjoy interacting with my readers, so please comment and join book club discussion! WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts, graphic language, 18+ smut main ships are minsung, hyunbin, seungbin Timeline 2020-

"My toes flirt with the edge as I scrape my shoe across the concrete, wondering how I would feel without it beneath my feet. I lean forward one last time with my hands grasping the railing behind me. Contemplating. Sigh. Maybe another time. I shiver from the wind and turn back around, hoisting myself up and swinging one leg over to straddle the railing. The wind gusts again, making me almost lose my balance in this vulnerable and awkward position. I quickly clasp onto the railing for dear life. I sit there frozen for a second with tense muscles and wide eyes. After regaining my balance I laugh to myself about how silly I must look right now. It's funny how instinctual it is to cling to life. It's even more funny knowing moments before I was contemplating taking it. I set us back so far when I lost everything. The kids deserve everything this world has to offer, and it's up to me to provide that for them. I want to be the platform they can jump off into all the success they ever could dream of. They saved my life - I want to give them the world." Chan has felt lost for so many years. Is this what he's really meant to be doing? Little does he know, seven other kids will soon come into his life and change everything. I would consider the Finding SKZ series an easy read; lighthearted while still fulfilling the reader's need for drama. No crazy triggers to mention, just 8 silly boys having a silly time while trying to navigate becoming idols and developing feelings. I enjoy interacting with my readers, so please comment and join book club discussion! WARNINGS: suicidal thoughts, graphic language, 18+ smut main ships are minsung and hyunbin Timeline 2017-2020

BOOK TWO of Look at Me Series (Highly recommend reading Look at Me first!) After being freed from a toxic relationship with the help of his friends, Seungmin has a chance at real love. He is searching for where he belongs, and who he really is. He wants to find a magical kind of romance like his favorite couple, Minho and Jisung. After a chance encounter on Christmas Day, he may have just found his magic man. #19 Wattpadprize14 June 2nd 2024

Minsung oneshots! Enjoy!

han jisung, a freak experiment, finds his safe place with lee minho, a gang member. but not all is as it seems. top ! minho bottom ! jisung hybrid / gang au !!! - will contain nsfw content such as: violence, blood, mentions of sex, mentions of suicide, swearing, and self harm !!! - will contain lots of angst #11 - minsung 6/21/20 started: 4/16/2020 ended: 8/11/2020 edits: 9/10/2020

In a modern world of fantasy, every creature, every being lives in harmony. Or do they? Han Jisung, a faerie who struggles to keep his life peaceful and in order, finds his unsteady world shaken upon meeting the vampire, Lee Minho. Jisung hates vampires. Minho hates faeries. What could go wrong when they are pushed together?

A spilled drink. A ruined suit. A contract that changes everything. When clumsy part-timer Jisung accidentally ruins CEO Minho's thousand-dollar suit, he braces for the worst. But instead of a lawsuit, Minho offers a deal-pretend to be his boyfriend to help him escape an arranged marriage. What starts as a business transaction soon spirals into something neither of them can control. Because fake dating is easy... until real feelings get in the way. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG clumsy student x rich ceo au

It all starts with the end. Han Jisung (a clumsy chemistry student with a painful past) crosses paths with Lee Minho, better known as Venom (the new leader of the notorious Vipers) when two kilograms of Venom's cocaine are mistakenly delivered to Jisung's doorstep, then lost by Jisung himself, under circumstances the idiot cannot remember. Minho accuses him of theft, giving Jisung a fourteen day deadline to either find and give back the cocaine, pay an impossible debt, or take the mysterious third option which, Jisung assumes, has to mean death. In his desperate quest for a way out, Jisung stumbles through a waking nightmare: unexpected connections between Minho and people he thought he could trust, mysterious news articles, abandoned mansions, crime scenes, black-tie parties, chaebol gossip, mafia families, escaping gunfire on the back of Minho's motorcycle. But every single path only leads him back to the night he lost the drugs, and to unanswerable questions: What the hell happened to the two bricks of cocaine? Why can't he remember losing them? What is Minho hiding? And what does the bastard truly want from Jisung? MAFIA AU 16+ (tws in the introduction) COVER MADE BY THE TALENTED ICHINISAMFOLIO ON DISCORD