John has always been fond of Paul, but one night, he is shocked by how intense his feelings really are. A wank that goes a bit... far sets off a string of events neither have the words to understand. Paul acts aloof, unbothered. John is tortured and confused. All they do is misread and misinterpret and miscommunicate for weeks. They both desperately miss each other, but neither know how to make sense of what's going on between them. This is a multi chapter story taking place in 1963 from the months of late October to Christmas time.

The lowercase, unrefined version of all the oneshots I wrote. Putting this version on here. The revised, capitalized version is available on my archive of our own account, alexelmstreet. If I didn't specify the necessary genre in parentheses, just know the story will be smut.

John has hopes, and just wishes to enjoy the last year at his new high school. However his mind just can't relax as he wishes, not after he introduces himself into a mysterious boy who makes him question everything he's ever known.

Spinoff of Illegal Love (but I guess it could be read on its own) with one shots from the Beatles' daily lives together. Mclennon and Starrison. CONTAINS SMUT because people want it

john,paul,George and Richard(aka ringo).the famous Beatles,4 great bestfriends creating out standing music,steeling the hearts of young girls.but when john and paul develop feelings for eachother and George and ringo develope feelings for eachother, they've got to try and hide there love away.But not all goes to plan when 2 girls ,a trip to Spain and fights get in the way. WARNING: contains alcohol use,sex and drugs.

John and George fighting for Pauls love

When Paul notices how strange John is acting towards him, he decides to devise a plan to figure out what's wrong. John, however, has a different idea on his mind, on account of his twenty-first birthday. --slur warning --they both have internalized homophobia, Paul moreso than john --there is eventual smut lol so that tells you how that went --graphic in some places (fighting, sex, period typical attitudes, etc) --John is rough with a girl in chapter 2 --smut is indicated in chapter titles with asterisks, chapter 8 tells of a smutty dream john recalls having about paul

TRIGGER WARNING: contains child abuse, homophobic slurs, drug/alcohol use and NSFW content. ====================================== "Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life you were only waiting for this moment to arise." Paul McCartney has been going to the same secondary school with the same group of students for the past 3 years. This being his last year in school, he wants to make it his very best. The only downfall is, he only has one friend, George Harrison. Which is fine, but it can get heartbreakingly lonely. The first day back, a boy by the name of John Lennon is in Paul's English class and, instantly, he makes Paul feel quite nervous. John was the personification of trouble. One day, John and Paul find eachother in an unexpected place and it changes both of their lives... in many more ways than one. If they want to have a romantic relationship, it'll have to stay a secret, especially if they want to make music together. It is illegal, after all. ====================================== - Completed - Ranked #1 in the Mclennon tag and #1 in Starrison - Angsty !

Imagine a world in which John Lennon survived the firestorm of bullets. Now, imagine a world in which him and Paul are finally happy together. Set 1999 this story is told through the eyes of Paul McCartney in which he deals with the death of his wife Linda, which occurred a year earlier and whether or not he and John should adopt a child.

"Between the years of 1957 and 1968, I was Paul McCartney’s lover." John's bold, sensational last words to the press send fans into a frenzy. But when Paul is interviewed in turn, John's story may not have been just as it seems...