I write these poems when I hit my low points I hope if anyone reads this you enjoy #1 Sad Poems #2 Sad Poetry #2 Poem #1 Dark Poems

In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing

200 reasons not to die, or simply just 200 more excuses to live. You're reading this book because you want to find a reason to stay. After my book is complete, if none of my reasons are good enough to convince you to stay alive, do whatever it is you were going to do if you never found a reason why to stay. To become aware there are people out there with suicidal thoughts and to try to help the people who need it most. This is only to help the word become aware of suicide, and I know that this can't stop everyone but I'm hoping it will help you think twice before going for the knife. Warning: there is swearing in chapter 58 --- 200 Reasons Not to Die copyright © Katie MacNamara (MiniMac337) 2017 All rights reserved. No part of this literary work may be reproduced or used without written consent from the author. Book started: 6:41pm 29th December 2016 Book finished: 2:31am 7th April 2017

{~Nobody tells you how to be an adult, and nobody certainly tells you how to want to be alive...After a failed attempt, Grace is desperate for a sign to want to live again. On the other side of the country Oli thinks he can be the one to do this. Eventually coming up with 100 reasons to stay, the only condition being she has to be here for all of them before making her mind up. Travelling around the country in a tiny van, and exploring their way through adulthood, a pandemic and love would change everything, but will it be enough to to stay?~} 16+ TW: contains mention of suicide and scenes involving sex Note from author: This is my first time publishing anything I've written! I hope you love it as much as I've enjoyed writing it, this is based on my own story (with some strategic name changes and it is what has kept me writing and around, I hope you find something in it that helps you too Xoxo

A reminder to always find your self no matter what; because as long as you could do it, you would do it © All Rights Reserved

Daniela O'Brien. Dani is the girl you would say has absolutely no luck going for her at all. Two dead parents, an estranged sister and an abusive, controlling boyfriend who's keeping one hell of a secret from her. At 21 years old she unknowingly finds herself thrown into the darkest life of them all - The Mob. Carson Agnello. The guy you would say, on the surface, has all the luck going for him. At 25 years old, he's the leader of the most powerful Italian mafia in America. He's busy fighting off the Irish Mob who are neighbouring him in New York. They're on opposite sides of the battle, he knows of her but she has no clue who he is, until one event intertwines their two lives together. They suddenly rely just on each other, they need each other. They're all each other has. ✨ "I felt sorry for you, when I saw you. I wanted to help you because you were being attacked by these men. But now, I'm starting to think that maybe you deserve it. Maybe...maybe you're just as bad as they are." He held my stare as I spoke and when I finished, he let out a humourless laugh, also standing up to his feet. I watched him carefully as he crossed the room coming towards me, giving me the same cold glare as before. He stopped right in front of me, close enough for me to smell the strong scent of his aftershave, before he leaned down a little bringing his face closer to mine. His next words came out barely above a whisper but were still powerful enough to cause my breath to catch in my throat. "Maybe I am just bad as them...or maybe I'm worse baby girl." ⚠️ Warning - this book contains explicit mentions and descriptions of abuse, rape, mental health issues and suicide. Read with caution please. ⚠️ Completed - 26.05.21

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