[Please refrain from reading this fic. It's old, and I had no idea what I was doing. You will cringe at my writing. Please do yourself a favor here.] Shouto Todoroki is the childhood friend of Katsuki Bakugou and Izuku Midoriya, but once he confesses his love to Midoriya, Bakugou is utterly heartbroken. This confession results in the three splitting apart until they meet again at U.A. With deplorable past memories regarding each other, none of them are the same once they reunite; among the present trio is a rising villain. Who knew that taking and breaking a heart could coincide so well? [#1 in todobaku on 10/05/20.] [Completed on 06/24/20.] Note: - This story is not intended to encourage or promote any of the warnings present. - This needs heavy editing. Disclaimers: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Depressed Todoroki x Depressed Bakugou ----- Trauma, love, lust, and pain coalesce in a void of charred cigarettes, shards of glass, crushed joints, and broken dreams. Bakugou and Todoroki meet at the depths of their substance abuse, sinking deeper together as they reveal their grim pasts to each other. Is it too late to clean up the decades of trauma Bakugou and Todoroki have survived, or will the two who've submitted their lives to intoxication finally find the cure they've spent their lives trying to find? [Completed 12/06/25.] ⎯ Trigger Warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Self-harm and self-destructive behaviors ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Abuse, murder, blood, violence ▪︎ Eating disorders ▪︎Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships ▪︎ Sexual themes and sexual assault ▪︎ Substance abuse and addictions ▪︎ Homophobia ⎯ Notes & Disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ All characters are 18+. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

"Why is it that my indifference is both my chair and my noose?" Todoroki has lied about being fine to the point where he's replaced his true face with the facade he wears, but one day, an encounter with Bakugou changes his life. Will this encounter lead to Todoroki's future freedom or future destruction? 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its darker/sensitive topics/themes. Disclaimer: - All credit for the BNHA characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Todoroki is sick of fighting his eating disorder. He's sick of trying when he ends up back at the start every time. He's sick of it all. But what happens when his reason to keep fighting isn't enough anymore? [Completed on 07/10/21.] 。。。| Note: - **Spanish version of this fic is available on @n4turalle's profile!** - This fic is not intended to promote or encourage its sensitive topics/themes. - This fic is not the faint of heart or those easily triggered by sensitive themes. Read at your own discretion. Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

One mistake is all it takes for it all to come crashing down. Aizawa experiences this first-hand when he attempts to have Todoroki and Bakugou work on their mental health issues together after noticing the glaring break in their relationship. Will Todoroki and Bakugou save each other and rebuild their friendship, or will they break each other and fall apart? [Completed on 06/30/24.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Abuse, blood, and violence ▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships ▪︎ Substance abuse ▪︎ Anxiety and anxiety attacks ▪︎ Homophobia ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ Read at your own discretion. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei. ▫︎ **fantastic cover done by kairichan13!**

"No matter what I do, it's never enough. It's killing me slowly with each passing day, and at this point, it's practically taken everything from me. Despite that, I can't stop. I just can't stop..." Shouto Todoroki develops an eating disorder that quickly consumes his life, and as his depression only worsens, more and more of his repressed trauma begins to bleed through old wounds. Unwilling to burden those around him with the thoughts and habits plaguing him daily, Todoroki feigns his happiness and dons a facade. But when Katsuki Bakugou starts to unravel Todoroki's lies, Todoroki's world also begins to unravel. What happens when Todoroki and Bakugou uncover each other's darkest secrets? ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Eating disorders, purging, body dysmorphia ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Suicide attempts and threats of suicide ▪︎ Self-harm and self-destructive behaviors ▪︎ Abuse, murder, gore, violence ▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships ▪︎ Substance abuse ▪︎ Dehumanization ▪︎ Gaslighting and victim blaming ▪︎ Homophobia ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ Read at your own discretion. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Beneath the indifference plaguing Todoroki's personality lies the dark, unforgiving truth he conceals. When the abuse that he's suffered for years begins to erase the person that his classmates know him as, how will they react? How will Todoroki react in return? [Completed on 11/14/21. #1 in bakutodo on 01/15/22. #2 in suicidal on 01/28/23.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Abuse, murder, and violence ▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships ▪︎ Substance abuse ▪︎ Homophobia ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

"In the blink of an eye, everything we love will rot away and die." [Completed on 08/03/22.] 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

"Why do I want to die so much when nothing gives me the right to be anything but happy and content?" Todoroki is unable to tell truth from lie as he enters a state of depression, soon going mute after the death of his wife Momo. During this time, he meets Bakugou at a bar, leading to a friendship that grows into a mutual romantic interest between the two. But when Todoroki convinces himself that his wife is still alive, can Bakugou pull Todoroki out of his sea of lies, or will Bakugou's aid not be enough to save Todoroki? [Completed 12/20/25.] 。。。| Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei. Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its dark/sensitive themes. - No Quirks AU.

"I don't see a point in living. Living like this is just too tiresome... When will the shadow of yesterday disappear?" "Oi, I know it's beyond just draining to keep living, but there will never be a point to life until you find that point. Do you wanna die before you find it?" "I...don't know. Is it worth it to keep fighting through life just to find a reason to live?" [Completed 12/31/24.] 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its darker/sensitive themes/topics. Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.