Selective mutism is an anxiety disorder characterized by a person's inability to speak in certain social settings such as at school, work, or in the community. Eileen has had this disorder for her entire life. She's selfless, kind and has a heart that is filled with pure gold. Navigating through her teen years has proven to be smooth sailing for the most part. Ashtray O'Neil has spent his entire life living each day as if it were his last. Being a drug dealer meant that he had to keep his shit together 24/7. Ironically, he and his older brother played good cop, bad cop, you can only guess which one was Ash. Both teens have yet to let anybody in. They're too prideful, too confident in being alone. But what happens when fate has them meet at wrong time, in the wrong place? *THERE IS ONLY ONE TRANSLATION OF THIS BOOK AND IT IS BY @moxxni and it is in German! Hopefully my story reaches more readers :)*

*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ: ❛ ---𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 Amara Lopez falls in love with the mean drug dealer boy. ❜ BOOK TROPES • opposite attraction • protective partners • teenage romance • 'friends' to lovers

☀︎ "𝘄𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗺𝘀,𝘄𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘂𝗽𝘀" What happens when Savannah gets stranded at a drug deal on New Years? DISCONTINUED❗️

First time publishing, i hope it's not boring!! Let me know if i should make changes. This is a Fem Reader x Ashtray fanfic if you couldn't tell lol. I know I already said this but PLEASEEEE LET ME KNOW IF I NEED TO FIX ANYTHINGGGGG!!! Don't be scared, i promise I don't bite lmao. .•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°• "You're not stupid. What else did you expect? It's august. Speaking of August, it's almost my girlfriend's birthday." "Girlfriend?" "Yeah, girlfriend. I don't think I ever told you about her." "No but you should." .•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°• [ Published March 20, 2022 ] [ #1 ashtrayxreader ] [ #15 euphoria ] ⚠️THERE WILL BE NO SMUT, MAYBE KISSING AND MAKING OUT, BUT NOTHING MORE! THESE CHARACTERS ARE MINORS AND I WILL NOT SEXUALIZE THEM!⚠️ But I hope you enjoy! SORRY IF I KEEP CHANGING THE TITLE!!! ( Title was "Die For You", "Dreaming Of You" ) huh

______ ❝ it was late at night, you held on tight. ❞ ash-tray x female ! oc

-DISCONTINUED- In which Hayden Eloise Howard meets Ashtray. She has no idea the impact he will have on her life, drugs, alcohol, crime, more crime, and most importantly love and heartbreak. "Will we even last?" More tears threatened to show. "Till the end." He said. {Ashtray x !FEM! OC} {Start of season 2 and up}

"I don't give a fuck. I just want you. I've always wanted you." Ash had a hard life. From his parents leaving him , his grandma being sick, he has to sell drugs with his brother just to make a living. He's never been taught how to love or trust, never had friends because he believed he didn't need them. He's never talked to other kids except to sell drugs. He believes they only use him for their own benefit. He hates meeting anybody new or letting them get too close. That's why him and Marilla get off on the wrong foot. He gets confused when he catches himself slowly letting his guard down for her. He see's how care free she is and he hates her. He hates how he likes her for it. He hates how she makes him feel like no girl ever has. But he knew they couldn't be together. She was too good for him, too innocent, too sweet. He didn't want to ruin that. Marilla had a hard life. Some would say harder than ash's but she didn't like to compare or bring up her hard past. People see where she lives, her parents, her clothes, all her stuff and immediately think her life is perfect. It never was though. Her mom had left her and her dad for 5 years. The stress made her dad turn into a huge drug user and alcoholic. He would abuse her when she wouldn't give him her money for drugs or just simply hit her when he wanted to. The addiction got so bad he would start selling her body for money to get drugs . Her mom heard about it and went to get her. Marilla now lives with her mom and her boyfriend in the rich side of town. She's shy but she's known for her outburst and anger. But things aren't what they seem in the inside. Her mom abuses her. Mostly mentally but sometimes physically. Her mom makes her thinks she's incapable of love until she meets ash. He changed her perspective of herself and helps her through the hard times. "I like you. I always have." "No you don't. You can't. You're lying."

"Kisses aren't enough, I wanna bite through you." SEASON ONE OF EUPHORIA COMPLETE currently writing season two ashtray x black oc! © fallin4keke

"I'll be right by your side." "𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 3000 𝙖𝙣𝙙 5." 𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙭 𝙤𝙘 pre season 2!

seraphina parker has a troubled backstory. from murder to drugs, she seems so broken. but when she befriends a boy she meets at a drug deal, she starts to feel like she's not so alone anymore.