This is an TRUE account of my life as a little girl to womanhood who survived poverty, molestation and rape. This is a journey into finding myself, getting out of a self made hell and understanding the reasons why I was born. I used to be lost but I found myself along the way. Come share in my journey, suffering, happiness and finding love. This will open your eyes to the world.Please vote and fan. i have never written anything before so sorry if any grammar mistakes. This novel is Rated R, certain scenes are described in detail. Please let stop bullying and abuse. Please share and spread my story around so we can get people to know that they are not alone. if you have been abused, raped or bullied it's hard to deal with but always know you are not alone. As birth I was not wanted and in every stage of my life there has been hardship and suffering. Take a walk in my shoes and read this book. If you know someone who has been traumatized please talk to them and tell them it is OK, to talk about how they feel. Let try to heal people one step at a time. DON'T shut your fears up inside, they will always come out wrong. Read what I have been through and you will see the wrong ways to handling hate, hurt and pain. Thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoy my book.

Desiree McClain, is an internationally known supermodel and trophy wife to the most well paid and well respected attorney in the state of California, Matthew McClain. Desiree has a secret interest. Women. As Desiree's sex addiction spirals out of control, her secret interest isn't so secret anymore. It's what you do It's what you see I know if I'm haunting you You must be haunting me It's where we go It's where we'll be I know if I'm on to you, I'm on to you On to you, you must be on to me My haunted lungs Ghost in the sheets I know if I'm haunting you You must be haunting me My wicked tongue Where will it be? I know if I'm onto you I'm on to you On to you, I'm on to you On to you, you must be on to me You want me? I walk down the hallway You're lucky The bedroom's my runway Slap me! I'm pinned to the doorway Kiss, bite, fuck me