Might not. Probably won't. Maybe never. Unlikely. Doubtful. Despite being everything he could have been, Elize constantly settled in the dark, lurking with the impossibles and uncertainties. He believed that he would grow up and take the path of life in a single route with one straight line; no turns, no shortcuts. Perhaps it was because his one and only flesh and blood prompted him to think that if he didn't act like how he was made and how he was supposed to be, he would never reach the light at the end of the tunnel, or never reach his dreams, never be accepted, never be treated seriously...never be loved. The word "Always" was never in Elize's vocabulary-an exception with always doubting, always trying, always...just dreaming. But never the good kind of "Always". Then he tasted it, the bittersweet sensation in his tongue when his mother left him to work abroad. Elize then started to thrive, meet new friends, socialize, be a human...fall in love. For the first time, Elize felt free, felt genuine, felt...guilty? Guilty...was it because he felt glad his mother left, or because he met someone that made him start to feel the Always' in his Nevers? Regardless, he dedicated his whole life in chasing that assurance in his world of doubts, and he simply could not back out now. But when good things come to an end, the choice is yours if you want to let it go, or fight for it. If you choose the latter, make sure to draw blood and fight until you're dead. Just like Elize did.

a bl story

Light Mykhel Enrico and Ilon Zeus Vecarte. [UNEDITED]

Boys Love COMPLETED

[ Iskwala Series #1 ]

ysaac & haru bl story | completed

Letting Gio move in was Kyl's first mistake- or perhaps his best. As their lives intertwine over dinner and shared space, Kyl's world is thrown into chaos. He is caught between a romance he never expected and the arnis championship he chased his entire life. Can he bring home the gold for his father, or will his heart pull him off the mats? The game of love and dreams begin.

alisin ko rin ba? trial lang tuwing writer's block

gideon xantrielle | bl ✩ [on-going] All roads lead back to you. Even after everything we went through, the mere mention of you still makes me feel crazy. They say strangers give the best advice. Unknown people heal different kinds of pain we carry. People you just met can turn heaviness into something you could laugh off. Kahit saan man sa tatlo, lahat 'yon... ay ikaw. You were that stranger, that unknown, that person I just met who made me realize a lot of things. But then... I wish we had just stayed strangers; unknown to each other.

[UNEDITED] He lives to endure and to survive, because at the end of the day, the only thing he has ever truly had is himself. He has long since grown used to being alone. He fills his own emptiness, silently protecting the peace he has built and hopes to keep for the rest of his life. But somewhere along the fast-moving shadows, something shifted. Even in his monochrome existence, he began to notice traces of color. It happened so quickly he barely caught it, like a moment lost between blinks. Will the future offer him a better life? A hopeful tomorrow? It is uncertain. But perhaps there is someone watching from the sidelines, quietly hoping he does not walk that road alone. niko & kent bl | On - going