⚠️Self-harm⚠️ Lisa has been carrying hers for years-intersex, funny as hell, hopelessly in love with her best friend since they were five years old. Living together for the past two years has only made it worse (or better). Every shared morning coffee, every late-night movie cuddled on the couch, every time Jennie laughs at her dumb jokes... it all pulls her deeper. Jisoo and Rosé are her ride-or-dies, the ones who keep her sane with chaotic group chats and endless teasing. But Jennie? Jennie is her person. The one she'd do anything for. The one she falls asleep thinking about and wakes up wanting to protect. Jennie loves her back-deeply, fiercely, platonically. She just doesn't know Lisa's heart races for an entirely different reason. That Lisa's body holds a truth she's never dared to speak. Two decades of friendship. Two years under the same roof. And still... Lisa smiles, cracks jokes, and keeps her biggest secret locked tight. How long can she keep pretending this love is only friendship?

What do you do when you fall for someone you can't have? Most people walk away. It's safer. Cleaner. The intelligent choice. But I've never been most people. I'm Jennie Ruby Jane Kim-and I didn't fight my way into Havenwood Academy just to learn how to quit. At Havenwood, the hierarchy is written into the uniform itself. The blue ties suffer-funded students like me, surviving on scholarships, pressure, and silence. The red ties thrive-the elite, born into comfort, moving through the school like it was built for them. We're not just different. We're divided. I followed every rule. Kept my head down. Stayed grateful. Then I saw her. She's golden in a way the school itself seems to orbit around-admired, untouchable, already belonging to someone whose name opens every door mine can't even knock on. She should've been off-limits. A closed story. A line I was never meant to cross. But I've never been good at staying away from things I shouldn't want. And now the question isn't whether I should feel this. It's how far I'm willing to go when I already know I won't stop. ------ JEN GIP - A JENLISA STORY

u like Jenlisa? read this book then! GxG/G!P

In the chaotic world of the K-pop industry, Jennie and Lisa chose to hide their relationship to protect it from those who wanted to tear it apart. Jennie is someone who will do absolutely anything for Lisa-even willing to go along with media play if it means keeping their relationship safe. Meanwhile, Lisa is always ready to secretly support and defend Jennie from the bashing, willing to stand up against anyone for the sake of their relationship.

Jennie Kim is a top superstar idol-confident, magnetic, and effortlessly seductive. She knows exactly how to use her charm, teasing with a glance or a smile that keeps everyone hooked. Lisa Manoban, her bodyguard, is the opposite-reserved, nonchalant, and always serious. She's calm, unreadable, and focused, keeping her distance no matter how hard Jennie tries to get a reaction.

(Completed) My heart is in Seoul always and forever because you are there 💗 ~ Lalisa Manoban

𝐎𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. 𝐎𝐟𝐟 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬, 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐜𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤-𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰-𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜, 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭?