Ivan is constantly showered with praise, gifts, and attention so why does he feel so empty inside? Due to his very absent parents and swarm of people who like him soley for his looks rather than personality, Ivan knows no love. Things come easily to him because of his looks, charm and abilities. Everyone loves him which is why nobody interests him. Till on the other hand, a new transfer student, moved with his mom after leaving his abusive dad. Things never came easy to Till which is why the pure existence of Ivan infuriates him. Though what Till doesn't know is how interesting this concept is to Ivan. TW: abuse, homophobia, slurs, idk what else (THIS IS ALSO ON AO3 UNDER MY SAME USERNAME)

Till doesn't try to disappear He just hopes people stop looking. Black hoodies in 90-degree weather. He's the kid everyone whispers about but no one really knows. Sensitive. Withdrawn. The kind of guy who walks alone in the rain without an umbrella and seems like he prefers it that way. Then there's Ivan. Star running back, loudmouth, loved by teachers and feared by freshmen. The guy who's always surrounded by people, but never really looks satisfied with any of them. He teases Till like it's a game-cold words. Everyone sees it. In a whirlwind of high school chaos, college pressures, and dangerous secrets, Till and Ivan's lives collide in ways neither could have anticipated. From the frenetic energy of pep rallies and the intensity of the football field to the terrifying darkness of gang attacks. Till and Ivan are tested in every imaginable way. Through it all, their bond strengthens-sometimes tender, sometimes playful, always fiercely protective. Amidst stolen glances, teasing smiles, and heart-stopping moments of danger, love blooms. Till discovers the courage to protect those he cares about, while Ivan learns the weight and value of vulnerability. From whispered confessions in quiet dorm rooms to the roar of cheering crowds, their journey is one of passion, trust, and the unshakable certainty that, no matter the chaos, they are each other's safe haven. [This story will contain smut, mentions of rape, includes violence and dark themes.] [COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X] This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

this takes place like RIGHT after the scene of ivan finding Till in the club. what if they had a final week together before round six. what would happen? and how would Till react when Ivan tells him about his plan to die. Dialogue heavy !! i will try my best to not have Ivan or Till be ooc ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ warnings: two scenes of porn with plot. Major character death suicide self harm mentions of self harm mentions of s/a mentions of sexual/verbal/physical/mental abuse please be careful reading this. the parts will be very long. each part will most likely take about an hour to read. take breaks when needed. seriously. don't strain your eyes, put your device down. i will put warnings on the parts that have any of the mentioned warnings above.

【 傑夏油 ・ SUGURU GETŌ 】 "𝙄'𝙢 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚." To think he had a right over his actions and thoughts would be foolish. Whenever she's around, he can't help but get weak in the knees. He's been spun up in her web, foolishly doing as she says whilst she preys and feeds off of his reactions. 𝘏𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦. 【 完璧 ・ PERFECTION 】 "𝙒𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙮?" The poison. The addiction to anyone who crosses her path, the entity Suguru happened to inadvertently make a deal with at the crossroads. A hedonistic drug, crafted only by the Gods to damage those who thought heroin just wasn't strong enough. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭. 𝙍𝙀𝙇𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎. - In which a guilty pleasure is contorted to a pleasure-filled, blinding fever dream. ✧ ˚ 　· 　　 .