After a failed attempt and 237 days in a coma, Billie decides to play a dangerous game. Push every good thing in her life away until everyone hates her. This way, she can leave quietly without causing any pain. Zoe, Finneas, Maggie, Patrick, and the love of her life. River. Her sweet girl... But after a while, she realizes that none of her suicidal dreams are worth losing Ri. Is it ever too late to win her back?