2 years after the debut minho knew something was different about how he felt for jisung... He was curious what those feelings were! Extremely short chapters Mature content (sometimes) Read the introduction please

Jisung is not a happy person. He hates everything about himself, always drowning in his oversized clothes and the smell of tobacco. him and his best friend Felix have a falling out. but Jisung starts the day like any other. he goes to his favourite cafe, orders the same order as he does every other day, and he drinks it silently in the corner of the cafe. but this day specifically, he felt something wrong. when he'd sat down to drink his iced americano, the lights were all of a sudden too bright. everyone's stares-or what he thought were stares- louder than the coffee machine humming. he rushes to the bathroom, trying to calm himself down from the panic attack, when just shortly after, someone else comes in. the barista that served him. Minho. TW: mentions of self harm/self harm scars dark conversations smoking depression brief mentions of suicide implied mentions of suicide mentions about ED

where jisung finds out his partner is cheating on him, so he decides to get revenge by seducing his partners best friend but falling in love with the best friend wasn't on jisungs list... _ minsung book smut sexual assault mentions and talks about self harm