(Warning kind of gory) Russia absolutely can't stand the sound of America's voice. When America comes over uninvited with a couple of drinks Russia unexpectedly slits America's throat. He isolates America in his home and enjoy's the fact that America can't speak anymore. Although as the months go by America begins to get used to and almost enjoys his forced silence; something Russia can't seem to understand, until he stumbles upon one of America's many written letters. When Russia is trash talked at a meeting he storms out on America during blizzard. They learn that their lonely pain and angst towards the world are not so different.

The Ancients have noticed some of the countries suffering in silence, so they decide to do something about it. They get all diary and journal entries and put them into one big book. Some nations' secrets will be revealed, some nations will cry, some will make bonds stronger, and others will laugh. (There is CanAme brotherly love, FrUK and RoChu, GerIta. XD Japan's all alone here.) I hope you enjoy this ^.^ I DO NOT OWN HETALIA, NOPE IT IS NOT MINE AND IT NEVER WILL BE! SENSITIVE SUBJECTS WITHIN!!! Such as self-harm, suicide, and eating disorders. Please be cautious when reading these parts. If they may be triggering please don't read them. I really don't want anyone to relapse because of it.