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Hate me, Hold me by billieishungry
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Eva Parker always kept her head down and did everything right. But none of that mattered to Billie Eilish. To her, Eva was the perfect target. What Billie didn't know was the hell Eva lived through at home, the bruises she hid, and the weight she carried. But when Billie discovers the truth and follows her home, the game shatters. The bully who once broke her down can't stop needing her, and Eva can't decide if she wants to run from Billie or fall even deeper.
Keep you in the dark | Billie Eilish by billieisfit
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(story contains violence, use of drugs, alcohol, guns and mentions of sex. if this isn't for you then do not continue reading) what had you expected? me to make you my art and make you a star and get you connected? what happens when Billie Eilish suddenly goes missing? where did she go? will you be able to save her or are you the one who kills her?
kiss me eilish by madison_barrettxo1
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𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜 --𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞 @𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 . --𝐎𝐑 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨. 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟐/𝟎𝟖/𝟐𝟒 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 𝟏𝟓/𝟏𝟏/𝟐𝟓
𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 | billie eilish by brokenoceaneyes
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↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24
ECSTASY // B.E by billieachess
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"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you." ============================== two broken souls heal each other. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 4/9/2022 ended: 6/27/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 6/20/2022 🏅#5 in #billie 6/20/2022
UNFORGETTABLE // B.E by billieachess
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"you know, i haven't been able to get you off my mind," i admitted quietly. my hands were fidgeting a bit nervously on the tabletop. "i told you, i'm unforgettable," billie smirked as she leaned across the table. her eyes stay locked onto mine as she gave me an effortlessly charming smirk. ============================== sage vance was doing just fine in life until billie eilish, who was persistent to say the least, waltzed into her life. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== g!p ============================== started: 2/4/2022 ended: 3/10/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #wlw 3/7/2022
apocalips | Billie Eilish by edythewolf
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She swore she'd only give herself to someone she loved. She didn't expect it to be her. The night of the Met Gala was supposed to be just another night of cameras, designer gowns, and champagne smiles. But when supermodel Claire Harbour crossed paths with Billie Eilish, everything she thought she knew about control began to unravel. What started as stolen glances on the red carpet turned into breathless gasps behind closed doors. Under Billie's touch, Claire broke the one rule she promised she'd never cross. Because this wasn't just a hook-up. This was her first time. And Billie Eilish was the one who took it.
Dodge | Billie Eilish by bxrning-cities
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First book in "The Spectrum of Response" series. [Dodge (verb) - to avoid something or someone unpleasant] 21-year-old Avery Quinn has it all. Popularity, privilege, and a perfectly curated life. But beneath the surface lies a past she can't outrun and a future she's not sure she wants. When she's paired with Billie Eilish, a mysterious transfer student with piercing blue eyes and a quiet edge, Avery's carefully built world begins to crack. What starts as a simple school project spirals into something deeper. Billie challenges Avery in ways no one ever has, and sees through the performance Avery puts on for everyone else. But Billie has secrets of her own, and as the girls grow closer, the lines between truth, revenge, and desire blur. In a world built on appearances, what happens when someone finally sees who you really are? 🏆 #1 in Billie (07-23-2025) 🏆 #1 in Finneas (07-28-2025)
Gasoline // Billie Eilish by bisexauI
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~Sequel to Horns and Void~ *Preview contains spoilers for Books 1 and 2* Alexis and Billie finally seem to be getting everything right. They're engaged, moving in together, and doing well despite being in the public eye after months of secrecy. However, nothing is ever perfect, and with Alexis still struggling with self medication and past traumas, is pursuing a record deal really the best idea for her and Billie? ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around.
Billie Eilish Imagines by Fays_Lit
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Billie Eilish wlw imagines/oneshots male readers dni includes: smut, fluff, angst smut is marked with *