He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

This story is inspired by My living nightmare, a different story and not as rough. But with an Interesting story, suprises, plot twists and more. A young girl moves to germany, gets a job at a new place owned by the puissant twins, Tom Kaulitz and Bill Kaulitz. Not knowing what she has gotten into, falling for their lies and unlocks new secrets. Will she regret she ever even met them? (Warning for sensitive topics, read at your own risk.) My spelling and writing can be weird and hard to read sometimes since I write really fast and it's not my first language. I'm still continuing this, it was supposed to be done but I've got a lot of ideas I'm working on a rewritten one, which is better written and it's gonna be longer but this is the original! Everything written by me.

When I tell you to jump. You'll jump. If I tell you to roll over, you'll roll over. If I tell you to pull down your underwear you'll turn around and get on all four. Do you understand where I'm going with this? Maybe then I'll be the poor idiot for a night if that's what you want. #1 : Kaulitztwins (06/02/2025) #1 : Monsoon (07/21/25) #1: Billkaulitz (09/11/25)

*Sequel to BMH* I left her in the hands of the man I painfully believe will give her everything she deserves. I hope that in the back of her mind, she'll sometimes think of me. I hope she doesn't let her light dim. And so he left. And in leaving, took a part I wasn't ready to let go of yet. I hope he hasn't forgotten me. I hope he doesn't let himself fall into the pits of his darkness. Wherever you are, whomever you are.. Don't Lose Sight of Me. *A sequel to Break My Heart* #2 - Tomkaulitz (06/07/2025) #1 - bpd (06/24/2025-07/12/2025)

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

My life wasn't perfect, but it wasn't terrible either. It was quiet. Predictable, and safe. I think it could have stayed that way. And honestly... I would have been fine with it. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes-the kind that could make a girl believe anything, become anything, for him. There was a darkness to him. Not the kind that makes you run, but the kind that pulls you closer. The kind you convince yourself you can handle. You fall into it. Into him. Into the idea of him. And before you know it, you're hoping you never have to return to a life where he doesn't exist. Until one day you realize... you're not living a life you want anymore. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

Genevieve Sloan is still learning how to exist in the quiet aftermath after the loss of her boyfriend almost a year later. Drowning in loss, Genevieve turns to drugs, alcohol, self-destruction, and sabotaging anything that dares to feel good. Meeting Tom Kaulitz- kind and genuine, in the middle of the roaring chaos was never part of the plan. What starts as an unexpected connection slowly becomes something dangerous... something real. As Genevieve spirals between guilt, addiction, and the ghosts of her past, her inability to escape her demons threatens to destroy the one person who may actually care for her.

Pearl, after moving to Florence to find herself again, is living her best life, surrounded by people she loves and who love her. However, she left a part of her in L.A., where Tom was. Tom was a mess after she left him, she had taken a part of his soul with her when she moved away, and he was determined to get it back. Everything he did, he did it for her. Because of her. He was a man, thanks to her. He knew her all his life, but just when he started to truly look at her, she ran away. Is it easier to hate, rather than to love? Is it easier to escape, rather than to stay? There can be hate in love, and there can be love in hate. They felt it both, - love and hate -, when they looked at each other. But there comes a time when they have to choose whether to accept their love, or to bury it in the ground, forever. They say true love wins over everything, will it ever win between them? Or is it easier to lose? This is a sequel to my first book, I advise you read that one first, so that you don't miss out on any of the characters and situations 🫶🏻

He was everyone's, and yet beneath it all he was never anyone's to keep. But I loved him. I loved him. I loved him. You can't fix what's been shattered. Blaire had managed to escape the deceptive dream she had been caught in for over a year. Finally managing to bury the memories of Tom, everything was falling into place. If only it had stayed that way. Five years later on what was meant to be a special day, Blaire finds her old life finally catching up to her. #1:Kaulitztwins 11/8/25

Tom and Juliette had finally reached it all after having barely made it through their own relationship at the beginning. Old habits die hard, and it's no secret that Tom and Juliette are known for putting others in the middle of their crossfire. Years later, and with three kids of their own, they'll find that their troubles are far from over as they continue to hold on to past grudges that will be pushed and defied by their children in their own pursuits of happiness. *A Spinoff of Break My Heart and Don't Lose Sight of Me*