❛ did it make you feel bad when you cheated on your man last night? ❜ - © szeiqx - (an original story) #ICANTEVEN is a why-choose book apart of a series. Heavily inspired and could even be considered a fanfic of 'Insatiable' by Leigh Rivers. Can be read without reading the book. No other woman drama, no third act break up. Check Trigger warnings. 𝘟𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘦 𝘉𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘵𝘵, nationals-winning dancer, fiancé to the heir of the largest oil manufacturers in the whole of Scotland and sister of Nikolai Blackwood. Everyone thought her life was something out of a fairy tale, only a few knew that it was far from that. When Xanthippe's best friend goes missing on her own bachelorette party, she has no choice but to extend her holiday dates until she finds her. Though for that she would have to work with her friends' brothers. Three men she shared a past with, a past she still craves. The only problem with that is that she messed up. Spoiler alert; they're pissed off. Roman Mitchell, Hayden Spence and Stanislav Prince. The grandson of the American Psycho, the son of a billionaire and the heir to the Russian Bratva. The boys Xanthippe once couldn't live without, now keen on making sure that her life wouldn't be liveable. The only thing is - Xanthippe isn't made of porcelain, she's made of concrete. The type with no cracks. None visible, at least. But what happens when their family's past starts slipping out? What happens if the people who kidnapped her friend were linked to heinous crimes their families wanted kept hidden? What if in the middle of all this, she can't keep her true self hidden from the boys? But Xanthippe doesn't care. She has no plans on apologising. She has no plans on showing how deeply she misses them. The only plan she has is to rescue Anastasia Prince.