- 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭. [chapters 1-4 rewritten in april 2022] jean kirstein x fem! reader. slow burn. modern au. fluff, angst, smut. trigger warnings posted in chapters. 18+ (explicit language, mentions of death/grief, implied mentions of suicidal thoughts, implied mentions of abuse, nsfw, violence, etc.) enjoy.

Going to a university far from home where no one knows you and instantly making friends with the elite seemed like a good idea at the time. After finding yourself in drama and bad situations and of course, catching the eye of the infamous playboy eren jaeger, things begin to take a turn for the worst. ❧ set in college, all characters 18+, no titan powers, set in normal world. smut. content for 18+. talk about drugs and sex. talk of SA/ SA action. drug use warning. talk of stress eating disorder. talk of suicide and suicidal action. talk about death and killing. DV/violence scenes. reader discretion is advised. enjoy. cover art credit to: lunarells !! please do not ask to translate/repost my work!!

It has only begun, it'll only get worse from here. Jean Kirstein apart of the survey corps, has no idea what the future will hold...nor with whom.

Between life and death, there is hope. But every ending has the same outcome: the Rumbling razes the earth, taking the person you love with it. After you die, you reawake in the day you met your best friend, Eren Jaeger. In every life you relive, you change one part of the story that sets it in a different direction, hoping to find the one choice that will save him once and for all. But you only have thirteen chances, and time is running out. WARNING: canon spoilers, nsfw (smut), graphic descriptions of gore and violence, adult language, and mature content. © 2022 emefaerie

In a cruel world dominated by Titans, you seek purpose in the Survey Corps after Levi saves you from the death of your grandmother, Arya. You want to give back to the regiment that raised you, even if it means trading your heart. But when your first assignment is to be comrades with the brash and unlikeable Eren Jaeger, everything you remember fades away. MEMORY LOSS ✦ Featured in Wattpad's official Attack on Titan reading list ✦ Nominated for the 2021 Wattys Award in Fanfiction WARNING: Graphic descriptions of gore, canon violence, angst, multiple sexual scenes (smut). © 2020 emefaerie

"i don't want to feel sick without you." "you were already sick without me." You enroll last minute in Paradis University with hopes of putting your old life in Marley behind you, only to cross paths with the one and only Eren Jaeger, who's being pulled under by his own demons. Can you learn to handle the overwhelming lust and loathing you feel towards each other while discovering something that could possibly ruin and bring to light everything you worked towards hiding? Or will the cycle keep repeating in circles? info/warnings- all characters belong to Hajime Isayama. college AU, modern world, drug use, overdosing, sexual content, violence, stalking, guns, knifes, near death experiences, mental illnesses, domestic violence, abusive behavior, toxic relationships, sexual abuse, and suicidal actions/ ideations. please read at your own discretion.

Four hours from home, Y/N arrives at Paradis University looking for a fresh start. New dorm, new classes, new life. But Paradis isn't as simple as it seems. There's Jean-the easygoing upperclassman who's far too charming for his own good. And then there's Eren-the sharp-eyed stranger who seems to know exactly how to get under her skin. Between late-night parties, whispered tensions, and rivalries she doesn't understand, Y/N quickly realizes that starting over won't be easy. At Paradis, everyone has history... and now, she's becoming part of it. ‼️ WARNING ‼️ This fanfic contains talks of drug use, alcohol use, suicide, and (most importantly) sex.

Wild west au set in the late 1800's , cowboy jean x city girl fem!reader Being sent to the west was supposed to be a reality check, a time for you to learn responsibilities and grow out of your pampered, aristocratic behaviour engraved into your mind by the luxury lifestyle you were fed throughout your life. A time for you to learn the needs to be a good wife, to be able to provide for your families business and continue to grace pride upon your name. But when a trouble-prone cowboy makes his way into your life, a sudden need to break free from the generational curse of arranged marriage and business opportunities presents itself in the most untimely ways. All because of him; this cowboy with honey glazed eyes and messy ash hair. Maybe this wasn't the exile you were promised. Is this, freedom? ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ Because everyone needs a good cowboy Jean fic in their life Irregular updates... i'm sorry guys im a busy woman. (sometimes) I'll try not to leave you hanging to much though, pinky promise. Cross-posted on AO3: Kirsteinsonly Writing updates on tumblr/instagram @kirsteinsonly. Visuals: https://pin.it/1bSPKtkng Please enjoy... :) Cover art; @@AFpocketbee !

Y/n used to have a future. Once upon a time, there were dreams of stages, spotlights, and cheers - until a single injury shattered all of it. Now? She's barely hanging onto college, drowning in grades, and doing her best to push the world away before it leaves her first. Jean Kirstein wasn't supposed to stick around. Annoying, persistent, and impossible to shake, he shows up when Y/n least wants anyone to. But sometimes the wrong people slip through the cracks, and sometimes the heart can't tell the difference between a lifeline and a hook. This isn't just a love story. This is a story about a boy who let the light in a girl's dark world, flickering where she never thought it could glow again.

Starting college isn't easy for anyone, it's a change of pace that many aren't ready for. Now onto a new section of your life, you'll end up meeting people that you had no idea even existed. Those who become life long friends, those who end up staying life long enemies, or those who lie somewhere in between. Not one to let your guard down, when your love life throws some unexpected curve balls, you'll have to be the one who makes the difficult decisions. You'll have to be willing to take the high risk, for the high reward. Are you willing to go above and beyond to get what you want, or will you stay safe within that white picket fence? It all lies in your hands.