the title says it all

Roland is trying to get over a past relationship that caused him trouble. He wants to move on so he can start his new life with the band he started with his best friend: Tears For Fears. Roland thought that he would never be able to love again. But what if his best friend is the one who changes that?

In this story Roland and Curt from Tears For Fears are in High School. Curt is the socially awkward "dork with glasses" as Roland calls him. As for Roland he's the big bad ass who looks out for Curt. Even though, Roland and Curt have never had a conversation and they have known each other since first grade. The two of them then grow strong feelings for each other now the real question is are they going to get together in this story? Will they confess their love for one and another? Who will tell first? This is an actual story I'm going to try to update as much as I can.

You somehow are sent back in time where Roland teaches you how to play the guitar. Other shenanigans happen and you and the band run into some problems. Then other crazy things happen and even more crazy things happen, etc. This is gonna be weird, but good.

THIS STORY UPDATES SLOWLY {This story will contain use of alcohol, language, mild smut, and minor mentions of depression. Please be aware of this when reading.} Christmas is approaching very quickly. A lot happens in the span of 25 days. A Christmas party for the band, going out for drinks, secret Santa, and much more. It sounds quite joyful, although, Curt is slowly realizing something throughout these 25 days. What exactly could that be?

Curt takes Roland out on a surprise date. Warning: The F word is used once- the horror!

A short essay on the topic of possible, but unlikely events after the breakup of Curt and Roland, 1998 year.

What happens when you've lived part of your life and then suddenly start feeling an unimaginable attraction to your best friend... What are these feelings, how to live with them further... And why it's so sweet and painful at the same time... Passion, lust, and vicious love struggle with the desire to live a normal family life. How difficult it is to love and desire someone you shouldn't love... All relationships are the product of the author's imagination, and any coincidences with reality are accidental.