Percy was broken. Betrayed. His heart ripped to pieces. The last straw was when Annabeth kissed another camper. He couldn't do it. With the help of Hestia and Hecate, he escapes to outer space. Starting a new life with a new identity, Percy starts assassinating evil kings and rulers, emotionless and cold. What happens when Chaos takes notice of the young demigod? In the meantime, Tartarus is rising. The Greeks are no longer the pride of Olympus as they once were. Percy is finding the Mythical Stones, what happens when he catches wind of Tartarus' rise? Will he help, or will he let Tartarus destroy Earth and the people who he once called family? A male Perchaos story:) I don't own Percy Jackson! Rick Riordan does.

Leo is finally happy. He's found Calypso, the most beautiful girl he's ever met. They're the perfect pair, the two loners. All is well, and they go back to camp, reunite with the others, and Leo is finally going to live his happily ever after. That is, that's what he believed. Then Calypso broke his heart, disappeared, and left Leo devastated. Leo can't handle all the pain, and almost hurts all his friends. There's only one person that can save his heart- if he has any heart left to save.

TW-SOME CHAPTERS ARE TRIGGERING First 2 chapters are some kind of proluge,story with memories starts in third chapter. Gods summoned their heroes of Giant war at Olympus for award ceremony.They all get suprised when hero of war,Leo Valdez,crash after being dead for 2 weeks.And more unpleaseant suprise-Leo is cursed.And only way for him to get rid of his curse is sharing his memories....

yes, this is yet another Leo memories fan fic- I feel like it's not my place to say whether it's different from the others or not so why don't you read it and find out for yourself. and of course HoO and PJO is Rick Riordan's and the picture used for book cover isn't mine. P.S this does contain abuse, selfharm, suicide, panic attacks, PTSD and other shit that could be triggers so please, if this will cause a decline in your mental state- you have been warned. ~ Rowan.

Percy Jackson had the life everyone wanted, he was the hero of Olympus, respected by the most powerful beings, and had the best of friends. However, fate works in cruel ways, and everyone around him began to change. His friends had abandoned him, his girlfriend betrayed him, and our hero was banished to the darkest depths of Tartarus by the gods he had given so much for. What happens when he returns stronger than ever? Will he want revenge, or is he beyond repair?

Leo doesn't want to do this anymore. He's ready to say goodbye. Unfortunately, his friends aren't. Or, Leo tries to kill himself and his friends are left to pick up the pieces. Set after the war, no Calypso. WARNINGS: self harm, suicide attempts, mentions of past abuse. Proceed with caution. Disclaimer: rights to everything you recognize go to Rick Riordan